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Friday, September 30, 2005


Hmmm, today SSG super sianz. Start to learn Make up liao. SuYu was the model and she wasn't really satisfied abt it as she hates doin make up. Btw sorry for telling teacher to ask u be model. So sorry =(. I almost fall asleep man. Haiz, im stress now. Dunno how to do make up lo. Somemore i dun haf all the make up stuffs and i had to buy. FARK MAN!

No P.E lesson today, i went to take my pay. I got $90. Haiz, nt much lo. Sianz, next week nv work OC de circus. Haiz, den had to work in hse. LOL! Tats al bah. Btw SuYu, take care of urself k. Rest more at home. Don fall sick again. Btw Happy birthday Jack!

~*~*Liin9 Paradiise*~*~ 1:15 PM


Thursday, September 29, 2005


Today very funny, lijie's fren called 'WeiHao' suddenly treat me drink milo and suddenly tell me abt his fren tat he likes. haha, funny wor and btw tks for trusting me and tell me abt tat. Haha.

Its SuYu birthday. Happy birthday to euu. Hope she will be happy forever. We gave her a piglet cusion and she likes it alot. I made a card for her and she likes it alot. Haha, hey u know wad? I spent lots of time doin tat card ok! Haha. ShiYun, Eddie and Wei Hao nv go OIT for class as they went wif ah long buy SuYu's birthday. It was Kelvin who told tat they gonna buy cake for her. We were so happy for her and we even make tricks and fun to her. I hope she enjoyed her day.

After tat, i went for my chinese orchestra practice. Man, the instructor gave two new score for us. One is slow score another one is fast. Gosh, we need to change the flute to G major. It was the small one. Haha, its very hard to blow while sitting. I need to practice everyday one hour liao. Must really practice hard.

After my practice, Li Lin and Sin Kai accompanied me to go MPH to see my frens practice tawkwando. Haha, Kelvin saw me followed by Eddie. I wanted to see Suyu and Vanessa practice but it was quite far lo. But i managed to see them practice and the MPH was super hot lo. We went off le. Aiyo tat Sin Kai bring us to the wrong exit, all lock and we had to climb up back to fouth floor to go back and it was super tiring lo. Haha. Tats al.

~*~*Liin9 Paradiise*~*~ 1:13 PM


Wednesday, September 28, 2005




Hmm, today nth much to write as im super no mood as i'm very pissed of wif Wei Hao. Cannot stand him as times when he gave suggestion. He gave all those suggestion was out of point. As if he is very talent in doin business. Super pissed off wif him and dun wanna tok much wif him anymore. Don wan to say abt tis anymore la, say liao super angry.

After CDP lesson, Suyu, Eddie, WeiHao, ShiYun and Ah Long waited for Kelvin at the bustop as me, weixiang and carol went to tm first to accompany carol to buy her cosmetics stuffs for SSG tml and as the same time go minitoons buy SuYu b'day present. Actually they wanna go K-box sing and they asked me along but i got no mood to go and somemore tt freaking idiot goin, my mood change to bad mood and decided not to go but go home and rest. Enjoy urself guys!

Im very happy to see ShiYun, SuYu and Shin Hui had their XinFu. May god bless euu! Haha, as for me, being single is the best for the time being. But also wish to see my future mr right who treats me well and understands me well. Tts all. =)

[Suyu]

Happy birthday to euu. May all ur dreams and wishes come true. Hope euu and Kelvin will last long and may our frenship last forever. Tks for being my frens for these few months. So blessed to haf u as my fren. Miss ya lots. Stay cheerful and cute.
But beware of ur attitude. Hees =)

[Carol]

Im so sad to see u depressed. I don wan euu to see u depressed even though he's here. I wan the old carol not new. Let the past to be pass. Start a new fresh and be the old carol u r. U can do it, its the matter u wanna do it anot. Its all depends on euu. We as ur fren can only advise u and help u. Its all up to u.

[Eddie]

I know u got lots of problem. But believe in urself, u need time to let go. All the problems u had will drift away one day where the old eddie comes back. U can do it as all ur frens around u cares for u alot. Take care k.

[Wei Hao]

Bloody ku ku, i hate euu. Ur attitude SUCKS!

[Wei Xiang]

Thanks for coming to Carol's b'day celebration and also come to join us to watch movie wif my fellow classmates. Thanks for being my fren. May our frenship last long and hope euu find ur gal wor. Must let me know wor if u found her. Don always bully me. Haha. And don forget me when u go in NS! Miss ya!

[Steven]

Thanks for being my fren. I really hope our frenship will last. But still the same words: give me up. No use waiting for me. Let time to prove everything also no use lo. No use phrasing this words. It will nv happened. U r nt my type. Its better to be frens. Change ur attitude lo. Hope u find ur gal (not me). Haha, take care. Miss ya.

[X-Celis peeps - guys frm nepal]

Its been so long to see u guys working in Swissotel. I miss euu guys alot. Hope to see ya soon and to Rabin, Suman, Robin and Alvis: all the best for ur 'N' lvls next week, study hard and strike good results. To Preham and Krishna, all the best for ur upcoming exams. Take care guys! Forget me not. Hehe...

~*~*Liin9 Paradiise*~*~ 2:43 PM


Tuesday, September 27, 2005


Hmmm, today WeiXiang super bo liao as he msg me and greet me 'gd mornin haha'. Wad a lame greeting and btw tks. He had not been slping for the past 3 days, oh gosh. Iron man lo. Wah, these few days kept goin out wif Wei Xiang lo. Fri, sun and mon kept goin out wif him. LOL~ haha. =) Den went to sch meet LiJie, he kept bully me for the past few days. Omg! Im so pathetic.

Today as usual go OIT lesson den accompany Carol to go her hse take her things as she accompanied me go buy cosmetics stuff. I'm gonna waste my money soon to buy these stupid stuffs. My gang except Vanessa went to Carol hse. Carol seens depressed. =(

Nvm abt tat, while walking to take bus, eddie and weihao brighten up our laughter and day. I just love them lots. Tks for brightening up my day though i treats u guys violently but i don did it on purpose. I just wan u guys to be happy and cheerful yeah!~ =) Haha, we went to Tm de watson to buy my stuffs and its cost me $64 to buy the cosmetics stuffs. Haizyo.

Den we went to X-craft, 77 streets and minitoon to look for SuYu's birthday gift. We decide to buy a cusion piglet for her as she love piglet alot. After i went home le. Go home slp until 4plus to get ready my things to meet QiuYue and Wei Xiang at Cityhall.

We went to esplanade. Haha, i just love the breeze there. We chatted for hrs and i really really dun wish to go home early. I just love the wind and the scenery at the esplanade. Wei Xiang took some pics of me and QiuYue. I just love taking photos wif my frens! We chat abt work, jokes and all kinds of stuffs we can chat abt.

After tt, around 8.30p.m, QiuYue went home le cos her stead Jason fetch her go home. Left me and WeiXiang. WX said he wanna go BK eat lo so i accompanied him and we chatted many things. His pets, very funny lo, relationship, etc. Enjoyed chatting wif him lo. I realised something, he isn't tat bad actually though he can be mean at times. Just kidding larh. Around 9 plus we went home le. Tats all bah.

~*~*Liin9 Paradiise*~*~ 2:20 PM


Monday, September 26, 2005


Today go out again wif my classmates. Tis time i'm calling WX, Li Jie. Haha, XinHui, Vanessa and Wei Hao came along to watch movie. Before that i meet Li Jie first den he said he wanna go smoke, den let him smoke for the last time lo. Don let me catch u again, u said u only smoke 3 cigriattes a day. Btw Happy Bday Grace!~

Den David called but i dun pick up cos dun notice it den i call him back and said he wanna meet me at Eunos. Aiyo, im late already all becos of him. Haha, these few days kept goin home late until my mum nag already. LOL~ Actually we wanted to watch the movie called ' red shoes' but David said he watch le den he said nt nice lo.

Reach somerset le, i thought the rest not there yet. Surprising i saw XinHui, Wei Hao and Wei Xiang reached liao. Im late. Arrh! Nvm, den Vanessa came liao. WE go cineleisure Cathay watch movie lo. We were deciding which movie we wanna watch den in the end we decide to watch 'Lord of Dogtown'. Its abt skateboard and it was a true story. Surprising was, its was a very funny and interesting show. Before tat, WeiXiang and WeiHao went to eastzone to play pool den we played hockey. Haha, fun lo. Bloody hell, WeiXiang know my weakness le cos WeiHao and Lijie kept bully me. Now he knows le. Jialat.

Starting of the movie, i felt very sleepy but in the middle of the show, the movie gets interesting and funny. Juz love tat movie lots but abit yellow lo. Haha, after tt we went to Long John had our dinner. DEn lijie went off le followed by Vanessa. We bumped into Kama and her stead (usher gal in swiss) at long john. Tt stupid Wei HAo la said wanna go Gionando find her godaunt den go there lo.

We walk walk and suggest to visit SuYu. So we went to OG Albert find her. Haha, after tat we went off le. Wei Xiang later had to meet his frens to go K-box and around 7plus we separate and go home liao.

~*~*Liin9 Paradiise*~*~ 1:18 PM


Sunday, September 25, 2005



Whew! Today worked OC. Damn shiok sia. First time work outside catering lo. Hehe... My bro and I worked worked the same OC. Circus de. Wow and its gonna haf fun as Li Ping work OC same as me. Tks for accompany me. =)

Hmmm, went to haf lunch there and we start worked at 1p.m. Go to the circus there, clean the gohblot, champagne glass, red wine glass and so on. After tat, we had our break. Aiyo, we got food to eat but its taste sux. Sux until i went to the toilet =x. Aiyoyo. It was super hot in the afternoon. I sweat alot. Gosh. I was told to serve coctail around 3. Omg, its been a long since i serve cocktail. We only serve almost one hr den we break one hrs again den serve 15mins cocktail den break until 7p.m. So shiok and slacking. It was not tired at all.

We had our dinner, this time.. the food was really sux. I went to the toilet again. The rest of the staff went to buy their own food at long john. Gosh!~ i dun bring along my money. Nvm abt tat. 7p.m got another show and we serve cocktail again den break one hr serve again den we went back to the hotel around 10p.m. It was very fun and slacking and times goes real fast. I just love doin OC in the circus!

~*~*Liin9 Paradiise*~*~ 2:16 PM


Saturday, September 24, 2005


I was tired today. Hmmm, SSG must bring cosmetics stuff. Aiyoz, sianz lo. I hate it. Must waste money. Sianz lo. Before tat, i kanna suan by Christiana they all lo. Wah liao... so bad sia. Anyway, im looking forward to meet Carol and gang to celebrate her birthday. Haha, hope she will be happy always.

Today we had fire drill exercise. Wah sia, the weather was really hot until i persiring. Oh gosh, after VSM, i went home to rest lo den online chat wif Steven. He go dentist sia cos his teeth so pain and i asked whether he's coming for Carol birthday celebration ma and he said he's goin lo.

I meet Wei Xiang first den go take my pay lo. After tat go bugis meet WeihAo, Eddie and SuYu to buy carol's gift. Go bugis saw my best fren Tong Ying and we saw the mediacorp stars, Peiwen, Berlina and Chow Chew Ming. LOL~ not bad ar can see stars. Haha. After awhile ah long and shiyun come le.

The most memorial part was we went to Zhen Fai eat steamboat lo and we had lots of fun there. There were 14 ppl together. Wow, lots of ppl eating together. WEi Xiang came to join us lo. As usual we took pics. Somemore took couple pics. Haha, Suyu and Kevin n Shiyun and Ah long. Match wor. haha. They so xinfu wor!~ Btw, Carol.. hope u like the gift. Happy Birthday.

~*~*Liin9 Paradiise*~*~ 2:55 PM


Friday, September 23, 2005


Hmm, today super sianz lo. Actually got lesson de but in the SSG no lesson. Sianz diao. Everytime like de. Den duno wad will happened lo. Haiz, even VSM no lesson also. Sianz, den we wait till P.E lesson lo. Go watch bball match. Wah, nice. Den we go play badminton wif Kelvin, ah long, eddie and wei hao. Quite fun.

After went for P.E lesson but no P.E cos raining and i was pretty surprised tat i actually passed my nafa test! Wow, not bad and i got bronze. Haha, nv exercise can get bronze is not bad already. I went home straight to get ready for my work.

I'm working at 6p.m. Diaoz, my manager Kenneth told me tat he dun see me working for a long. LOL~ its not i dun work there very long is im not under u always but always under Rahim. Haha, he put me and auntie ah buan to serve VIP. Kns. again Vip. Haiz, dun feeling like working indoor lo cos always put me serve Vip.

Stupid Sham say me for nth. FUcking idiot la him. Act cool only. Bloody ku ku, hope u get sack. Idiot.

~*~*Liin9 Paradiise*~*~ 11:53 AM


Thursday, September 22, 2005


Yesterday asked my ex for a chat lo. Den i told him lots of things. Haha, he told me tat i very nice person and glad that last time he got taste to jio me last time. Haha, well im not as good as wad u think ok? I can be mean depending what kind of person im facing wif. After tat he went to do his things le, i was bored so i asked Wei Hao to call me lo. He did and we chat lo, and lots of things to share. Just simply love chatting wif him cos he had lots to things to talk abt. Haha, chat until 1plus a.m.

I dun slp well last night, now very tired and slack. Haha, i dun go for cca. I had a bad headache and at the same dun wish to see the two fellows i dislikes in CO. Haiz, don care la. Nt my problem anyway. Lian Swan had chicken pox, aiyo. U take good care k. Haha, its seems like ever since Su Yu had a stead, i just felt tat the friendship between us abit far lo. Haiz, i just felt tat lo. But i think no bah, i think only ma. I hope i won't be like tat even though i had a stead. Frens r more important me. =)

Today's lesson was totally dull. I wasn't feeling myself today and kept wanting to slp. Eddie and Vanessa are getting closer le. Haha, strange right? I also dunno y. Eddie, think before u do the right thing wor. David finally confess to Xin Hui tat he likes her but we told her not to xin luan lo. Xin Hui is a soft hearted person and gets touch easily. As for Carol, i wanna she's alright ma? Abit worried abt her.

Banquet office called me to work tml. Well, i agreed to work lo as staying at home nth to do so work lo. Haha, workacholic. Den go home slp. Super tired, but slp awhile Wei Xiang called me. Aiyo, he asked next week wanna go out cos Qiu Yue asked de ma. I anything de lo except for Wed cos got CCA ma. Hees, i thinks tts all bah.

~*~*Liin9 Paradiise*~*~ 2:54 PM


Wednesday, September 21, 2005


Im back to update my blog again. Hees! Wow, SuYu finally got her Mr Right le. Im so happy for her. Really. Hope ur Mr Right take good care of u so tat we won't worry so much for u wor SuYu! Pls take care wor. Miss Fragile gal! =) Somebody very Xin Fu wor. I wan also don haf. LOL!~

Wah, sianz.. sat and sun serve Vip table. Sianz lo, dun like to do wedding vip de cos haf to take champagne glasses. Tis week im working OC. Haha, yeah. Finally can work OC liao. So happy. Hmm, yesterday was Li Ping birthday. Happy Birthday to euu.

Yesterday went to James hse.Wow, his hse super big lo. 3 storey high. Eddie, SuYu, Wei Hao, Vanessa, Shin Hui and Shi Yun went to his hse. His hse got drum set, keyboard, guitar and electric guitar. Wow, can form a band liao. Im really admire James cos he's so talented when played the keyboard while singing Tong Hua. Very nice lo. Eddie played the drum, so nice and cool man. Den Wei Hao wrote de song also very nice when he sings while Eddie plays the drum, james play the keyboard. Its was like watching a concert listening their music. Its was great and really had fun at his hse. James i really admire ur music. So nice and cool and the way u sang was really great. Keep it up!

After tat, actually wanna meet Li Ping de budden in the end nv meet cos she got sumting on. Aiyo, pansai me and Su Yu. Den we decided to go Long John eat lo den call Wei Hao wanna come along mah, den he said ok lo so he came to find us. We chat happily lo, and i really love my classmates alot. They are so nice lo. Really cherish them lots, especially my 6 sisters plus Charlene, Eddie and Wei Hao. They are just my close frens who cares for me. So nice to know.

Today got P.E. Man, its was bored. Nth to do lo. Saw the guys played basketball. Damn sianz. After tat got CDP lesson. Finish CDP lesson, we went to cafeteria 2 to eat. First time went to cafeteria 2 eat lo, the food there so so la. Actually Su Yu wanna play badminton de den i don wan to play lo cos not feeling tat well lo. After tat Shi Yun, Wei Xiang, Vanessa and Eddie go off le, left me, Wei Hao, Xin Hui and Su Yu. Just den Suyu's stead came to find her lo. Haha, we disturb her and her stead. Aiya, its natural de la. Don be shy lo Su Yu. Haha.

We went to MPH watch basketball match. Wow, the match was nice and cool. I only likes to watch basketball but doesn't like to play basketball. Den David come liao. After awhile i went off le cos meet Li Ping take pay ma, den Shin Hui came along as she wanna go esplanade. Su Yu, David, Wei Hao and Eddie came along lo. The rest of tat aiyo dun wanna say so much la. Reach cityhall le, go take pay wif Li Ping den go esplanade find Shin Hui cos she's alone ma, so i accompanied her by buying some snacks to chat and shared her problems lo.

Haiz, all guys are desperate. No matter wad they said is not true. They only know how to say sweet words. Not serious de. Bloody ku ku. Dun wanna to get into relationship better. Single is the best. Got freedom. Hates guys who irritates me, super glue like hell, love to say sweet word to soften the gals heart, childish. Idiot man!

I wanna to haf a MP3. 1GB cos $99 wor. But no money. Sianz....... i wana haf MP3..........Haiz............if someone buy for me i sure happy. Haha... joke joke.... it won't happened unless i beg my parents to buy but they will say waste money only....LOL.....

~*~*Liin9 Paradiise*~*~ 10:33 AM


Sunday, September 18, 2005


Yesterday had a wonderful day at Chinese Garden wif my fren Wei Xiang(swissotel frens), Vanessa and Fu De. Its been yrs since i went there when i was around 4yrs old. Now, finally to haf a chance to go there as it was very far frm my home.

Before tat, as usual go sch lo. SSG lesson super sianz lo, listen to lecturer teaching make me and Su Yu wanna slp lo somemore im not feeling well and i forgot to bring my cough medicine. Diao! -_-" cough until siao. So xin gu. Haiz, den after SSG ish VSM. My group are doin Valentine Day Display and its need lots of effort and hard work to display. In the guess, Eddie and SuYu were playing wif the Glitter. Aiyo. But nice lo. The heart was super nice lo and they even make the glitter to form Ms Ng name 'Jesline', wow! Ms Ng, hope u like it!

I dunno whether there is Nafa test anot but in the end i dun turn up for it as i wasn't feeling that well. Coughing all the way and sneezing all the way wasn't feel well. Damn it. Very chalat lo. Su Yu: don always train so hard for ur tawkwondo lo, although u r sporty but the way u do is not good. U shouldn't train so hard. Listen to Eddie advise, its for ur own good. Try not to be stubborn k?

I mistaken Carol for not coming to sch. Sorry Carol. I didn't know wad had happened to u as u dun tell me wad happened. Tats y im angry wif u for not turning up for lesson cos im worried abt ur attendance, its like hell man. Now i know le, u take good care of ur health k?

After tat, i accompany carol to cityhall to get her things and i went back home to take a nap. Cannot tahan liao, very tired and sleepy. Haha, den later meet Wei Xiang, Vanessa and Fu De at Chinese Garden. So keen to go there.

Hmm, the lightings were great. Very beautiful wor. I simply enjoyed it. So do my frens. And we had lots of fun and laughter especially me and Wei Xiang, kajiao here kajiao there. He's now good at suaning ppl back liao. Wow, not bad ar. We even took some pics. Fu De, Vanessa and Me brought our digital cam except Wei Xiang had to use his hp to take the pics. Poor thing.

After tat, we went to CCK to had our dinner. We were like chatting and crapping and really had fun lo. Den WX go take MRt go bck home and Me, Vanessa and Fu De took bus go home. Haha, jus den Wei Hao called me to chat entreprenuer thingy lo. Den 'he' call me also but i dun pick up cos sleeping but he did call again and tell me wad tat her ex thought he miss her but actually tat person nt her but is someone lo. Haiz, i told wad. CHey.... Hope to had tis outing again. Hees. Reach home around 12a.m. Tat all bah.

~*~*Liin9 Paradiise*~*~ 12:46 AM


Friday, September 16, 2005


Yeah yeah, im back again. Hees. Don know y these few days so happy and relax. Wow. But something happpened to my best sister on tue lo. I see her like tat i also sad sia. Saw her cry so sadly. =(

She told me wad happened, tat stupid KFC threaten her for nth. Stupid idiot, hope ur KFC lack of customers and staffs. Bloody hell. Haiz, i wanna help her lo. ShiYun also wanna help her lo but she told us no need cos she asked Einsten le. Haiz, Su Yu.... if u treat me as ur fren den let me help u la... so sad lo.. saw u cry and i can't do anything to help but to advise u.... haiz... me being ur sister like hopeless sia... =(

Carol: U promised me tat u will come to sch but u disappointed me. Haiz, y must u like tat. I don understand wad are u thinking and wad r u trying to do. Im worried but i think worrying abt like no use liao. I think the only solution is frm now on, i won't be calling u anymore. No used calling u again as u dun even bother to come to sch. I'm pissed off already, u are wasting my time and everybody's time trying to help u and worried abt u but u seem fucking don care. I might abit harse by typing these but its the fact. Hope u understand.

Gosh, im sick again. Havin flu. Very chalat lo. Im so keen to look forward to go chinese garden wif Wei Xiang, Vanessa, Xin Hui and David. Too bad Su Yu dun go cos she wanna go her tawkwondo. Haiz. Yesterday den CO practise den chalat.. still blow like shit. Haiz, me where got time go practice. Sat and Sun work wor. Haiz. SianZ..

Eddie

U told me tat somebody said u change. But u seen normal ar. Haha, actually its a good thing to change. Ppl will change de ma. But u are fine can liao. Can crap jokes, suan me. As long u happy we as ur fren also happy. And may god bless u lo. Don think so much le. Stay happy and cheerful.

~*~*Liin9 Paradiise*~*~ 9:23 AM


Tuesday, September 13, 2005


Time to update my blog. Hah! These few days abit lazy to tag my blog ar cos of working these two days during sat and sun. Both wedding dinner. Sianz diao!

Yesterday de function, Rahim put me to serve VIP. Sianz lo. Den before tat saw Wei Xiang. Haiyo, he dun work 7p.m lo, he work morning shift. Bluff me say he got work wedding de, in the end pansai me. Haha, so bad. LOL~ Dun feel like typing the rest but to write abt today's happy day.

Haha, ShiYun asked me whether i wanna join them for dinner at Marina Bay to eat steamboat as Ah long treating us eat steamboat to celebrate his birthday. Well, i agreed to and Vanessa, SuYu, Wei Hao, Shin Hui, David too. Haha, its a big group goin but its a pity tat Eddie dun turn up. So disappointed. Haha.

Before meeting ShiYun and Ah Long at 6.30p.m, i went home to have a nap as i was too tired and slept for one hr. Haiz, not enough sleep but later had to meet Suyu they all at 2.15p.m. We went to bugis to buy Ah long's birthday present. At first we wanna buy a shirt for him but too expensive and Ah long taste is quite high so we decided to buy him a hp key chain and a mooncake for his birthday celebration. 11 person came along to eat steamboat today.

The best part was, we actually bought candles and mooncake for ah long's birthday cake. The candles was similar to wad i had during my birthday. ONce it blows, it will relight again. Hahaha, so fun and we nearly got caught by the train officer cos we make lots of noise tat and i seems to become a bad gal. Haiz.

Wow, so glad that Ah long enjoyed his day. I ate alot today. Wei Li, Pin Yuan (ah long's frens) came long. I can see tat everybody is having fun and so do i but not everytime. Cos im not used to go these kind of occasion which we had to drink beers and etc. I just don like it. So guys, if u see im quiet tml, don ask me k.

After tat, Wei Xiang, Vanessa and Me went home first as i wasn't feeling tat well. When i reached to Tampines, I vomited, so xin ku lo. Chalat sia. Haiz, guess tml won't be coming to sch if im not well.

~*~*Liin9 Paradiise*~*~ 2:57 PM


Saturday, September 10, 2005


I'm back. Haha, Preham... finally u update ur blog wor. Hehehe.. =) today in school super sianz lo. First lesson SSG. Listen to the lecturer teaching until i wanna fall asleep. Haiz, so jialat somemore i'm having a flu. Haiz, i just hate to have flu. Such a torture.

Yeah, im looking forward to QiuYue and Jieying later on. So long dun see them le especially jie ying lo. Hope she is fine. Err, i got nth to say right now as i rushing out of time.

haha, i had a great day wif my working colleague. Haha. Before tat, actually wanna go find Wei Xiang at DBS tampines. In the end he went off le and went to sell kaki bukit. HAha, nvm lo cos quite long dun see him liao.

Haha, i reached Somerset around 6.20p.m den went to cinleisure to find QiuYue and Jie Ying. So long dun see jie ying. Glad tat she is fine lo. We went to watch the movie 'The Cave'. The movie starts at 7.25p.m, before that we went to have our dinner. Long John Silver lo. Haha, tis week i ate L J 3 times le.

Haha, the movie was quite exciting and fun lo. Interesting but last part was lame lo. HAha, damn msg wei hao ask him wanna chat on the phone anot lo cos bored ma. In the end when i was in the bus den call me lo. Chat chat chat lo den WEi Xiang call me. Too bad lo.. he called late liao. Sorry.

But after awhile... Wei Xiang called me again... haha... we chat again lo...

~*~*Liin9 Paradiise*~*~ 2:56 PM


Friday, September 09, 2005



Finally got to go out wif my bestest fren Tong Ying. Long time dun see her le. Miss her lo. Last tue just go out wif her go watch movie called 'one more chance'. It was very interesting, funny and touching movie. Haha.

Hmmm, finally got the courage to tell my mum how i felt when there's someone like me. Haha, i felt so much better when i told her. She's a great mum, i love her and she understand how i felt. Thanks mum. I love you lots. I dun dare to tell my dad cos i scared he will nag lo. But no matter wad, i will tell him sooner or later.

Yesterday CO damn chalat.. blow like siao. Haiz, dunno how to blow super high note le.. sianz.. im glad lian swan they all come lo.. ehehe.. somemore he send me home last night.. haha.. tks lo. but next time don do it again...=)

Haiz, today sch.. damn sianz.. listen to the lecturer toking so sianz. I miss Miss Ng. Hope she's doin fine in her work. Im quite stress lo. Eddie and Wei Hao not in good mood, i see them i also sad sia. I really dun wish to see my frens to be sad lo. Wanna help them but very hard, especially Eddie. Hope he is fine.

[Eddie]

I saw u cry today i also feel sad for u. Tis is the first i seen u like tat. I dunno wad to help u la though some problems u don wish to me. its ok de. I won't force ppl if they don wish to tel me. But i really dun wish my close frens around me to be in sad mood lo. I wanna u guys to b happy. There's always a way to s0lve lo. Take care k.

~*~*Liin9 Paradiise*~*~ 12:26 PM


Tuesday, September 06, 2005


Today second week of sch le. So far hor? Many things happened to my frens. Really hope they are alright. Especially Eddie lo. Today first lesson OIT. Stupid so sianz. The lecturer treat us like primary sch kids lo. Bloody hell. As if we don know how to do like tat. Sorry lo. Im not small kid.

Carol dun turn up for lesson today due to her work yesterday. Haiz, she everytime like tat de la. Wad to do. Like tat lo. She dun wanna to come there's nth i can do. Call her come to sch in the end nv come. Waste my time. Haiz, Carol: Come to sch la, its for ur own good lo. =)

I've got my salary le $320 only. Stupid sia, say got comission in the end nv give. Fark man. My mum said next time work wif them again. Yah lo, i rather work banquet.

[Suyu]

Although we have some mistaken, i treat u as my best sis. No matter wad, as wad r frens for? If u haf any problem, feel free to come to me. I'm always be there for u if u need me. =)

[Carol]

I hope tat problem will be solve soon. Dun wanna u get hurt again. Maybe the problem isn't solve yet but i believe there's always a way to solve it. U only haf to find the way out to solve the problem. But no matter wad, if u need help or any problem feel come and feel. I'll always be there for u if u need help. Be the nature u are k?

[Vanessa]

Thanks for being my side when i need u. Just hope u will find someone who can gif ya happiness and don make me worried again. U promised nt to cut ur wrist again ok? Change for the better and i'm looking forward to see it. Trust me! U can do it. Its only whether u wanna do it anot.

[ShiYun]

I just wanna u take good care of SuYu. U and her can be good sis lo. Can see tat. Really hope she can be happy always. Dun wanna make her worry abt us. Im really fine.

[Eddie]

Its alright if u don tell me ur problem. Maybe im not close to u. =) i read ur blog, to be frank, i felt sorry for u. But no matter wad, there are frens around u who cares for u and be ur side always if u need us. We'll be ur side. Just take care =) frens 4eva!~

[Wei Hao]

U might nv get to read my blog. Haha, but really thanks for being my side whenever im down. I really appreciate tat. Thanks for bring up ur laughter to brighten up my day. I really very happy when u always be there for me. Thank god for having u as my best buddy. Xie Xie ni. U replace Benjamin (my best buddie) now no longer le.

~*~*Liin9 Paradiise*~*~ 11:19 AM


Monday, September 05, 2005


Hmmm, finally my mood is back to normal le. No worries, except for him lah cos he says he still wanna wait for me. Haiz, let him wait lo. As for my sister and me, well... let it be bah. I don wan tis to happened again. Let it over as my mood changes very fast and im still the same old me again!

Wei Hao called me yesterday night, chat wif me lo. Dono y these few days when im moody he come and call me. Funny. I can see that he cares for me lo. Whenever im sad, he always right there for me. Thanks man. It was weird lo, i told him y he treat me so well and he just replied me tat he dunno y. He said tat whenever he saw me very moody and sad he will feel uneasy. Haha, i hope he won't like me la cos i don haf feelings for him lo. But anyway tks for ur care and concern. Thanks for being there for me.

Yesterday worked at Raffles Ballroom. 134 tables. Wah sia. Somemore got beer and red/white wine. Sian sia. Before goin to work, Steven msg me. We are back to normal just like the first time we sms. Im happy lo and after tat he called me for a chat while i was on the way to work. I meet Li Ping 4p.m at CityHall. Den we go had our dinner together wif QiuYue. Finally i got to see her and she cut her hair. So cute. =)

Yee Wei asked me to serve committe table. One table only. Wah, stress leh. Worst den VIP lo. Must serve well cos if anything happened sure kanna complaint. Puay Shian and Qiu Yue server VIP. Haha, poor thing. Michael was my food server =x.

Haha, my x-celis frens working today. So happy. I just love to joke wif them lo. Dunno y. I treat other countries fren very special. They are my special frens to me. They were so cute, friendly and cute. I just simply love to work wif them. Haha.

~*~*Liin9 Paradiise*~*~ 3:41 AM


Saturday, September 03, 2005


Haiz, i thought today it will be a great day to me. Guess wad, i heard frm Vanessa tat he cut his wrist. Haiz, super disappointed in him. Y must he do tat. Maybe he need a rest to cool him down.

Another disappointment was frm my sister. I was wasn't really in a good mood becos of him already yet she say i got attitude. I was hurt. Really. I was really tired, muscle cramp and i really in pain. Y must she say tis to me. She knows me very well yet she says until like tat. She was my best sister i ever had. I nv treat anyone so well other den my bestest fren tongying. Among the 6 sister, she's the best i ever had. I really sad. Sometimes, she really dun think before she speaks. The action she speaks were hurtful. If u were in my situation, how would u feel? U know i always work, u know me well. And somemore i know education is more important den work but wad else can i do. If the talk is really important i will go. U know my type. But how could u say tis to me? I don gave a damn to wad Wei Hao and Eddie said to me. But u said tis to me. I was deeply hurt. U kept saying me for nth without realising tat u had hurt me. I was so sad and angry u know tat. Bt anyway, its over. i seem to lost the feeling to talk to u. Nvm, u have ShiYun.. she can take care of u.

ShiYun: Don worry abt me k. Its not becos of him. U know wad i mean. I told u before. But thanks for ur concern. Take good care of her.

After u scolded me for nth, i dun feel like working. Im tired. My heart had a cut already. U hurt my feeling.

Carol, i really thank u for ur advise. Thanks so much. I really burst out my feelings to tell u how i felt. I really had experience how u feel and the feeling is very hurt, tired and stress. After i had a big cry, i feel so much beter. Don blame me because the past few days i dun tell u how i felt. I just need time to settle down so tat i can tell u wad really happened to me. Both of us had the same feeling. U understand and I understand. Now i truly know how hurt it was.

After the talk, i really dun feel like toking to the rest except Carol. Really, but now everything seems to be fine and he is fine too. Im really happy when i chat wif him on the phone. U need time to rest. Don think abt that thing.

During working time, i don haf the mood to work becos of that stupid incident i had. My muscle was painful. Really. But glad to see RABin again. Haha. So glad to see u that u r fine. Take care k.

~*~*Liin9 Paradiise*~*~ 2:59 PM


Friday, September 02, 2005


I had a great day together wif SuYu, Wei Hao and David. I really reduce my stress abt that matter lo. So frens don worry abt me k. Im fine already. =)

Before meeting them, I went to meet Su Yu first at Bedok. Den i bumped into Jian Wei (one of my colleague in Swissotel) Haha, surprising tat he studied at TP. Wow. It was raining lo. Den Eddie called, i asked him whether he wanna come to play bball ma den he said see first lo cos he must ask his stead ma. Hehe, we walked around bedok den head to Wei Hao le. In the end Eddie dun come le.

We went to sing karaoke first. After awhile David come liao. We sing lo. Wei Hao and David super funny lo, sing like shit. But really had a great though im still moody. After singing, we decided to play either bball or badminton. Its been a long time dun play badminton and bball le. David went to play bball and WeiHao, Me and Su Yu went to play badminton. Wah, super fun sia. Really had a great time lo.

Wads make me and Su Yu frustrated was, Wei Hao's fren come kajiao and play badminton lo. Den me and Su Yu go play bball. After awhile went inside again play badminton wif David. I sweat alot lo. Even my hair all wet. Haha, good ma. We play until 7 plus den decided to go Wei Hao hse again watch Project SuperStar.

Haha, its fun lo at his hse. We tok crap ma. Haha. Super fun and happy. Watch until 11p.m den went home. Wow.. so late man. Hope to haf tis day again. =)

Haiz, David dislike him lo cos he message david somehow abit to harsh. But i wish both of them don be enemies can le. Cos still fren ma. Be happy and cheerful lo so that next time go out together and haf fun. I really wish tat. Don becos of that problem, like tat break frenship. I really dun wish to happened.

~*~*Liin9 Paradiise*~*~ 2:41 PM


Thursday, September 01, 2005


Dear blog:

I read his blog le. I felt so bad abt it. I hurt him deeply and tis was the first time i heard that he cried becos of me. I really dun know he fall for me so deeply. Now i know. Everyone was encouraging me to accept him. Yah, i know. He's a nice guy who really must in effort and really cares and treasure me alot. But some moves that i really cant take it. He's action. He's action was childish. I really took up tis courage to put this on my blog and if he reads it. Tats it bah. Even though he msg me tat he will change. My feelings towards him had fade away. What else can i do?

Tis had make me feel confused, tired, stress especially. Y? I lied. god knows wad im doin bah. I felt like cryin out loud. Can someone lend a helping hand to me? Can someone understands how i felt? I nv had tis incident before. Tis was the first time i had and the emotion i had was blank. Everything was empty except the problem. I became moody, dun feel like toking and i really dun feel like myself. I changed.

As for Carol, i finally understand how she felt. I cried when she told me everything. Actually i dun blame anyone. I felt sorry for her. Seriously in my heart, how i will have tis experience to have tis kind of feeling and shared wif her... so tat she won't feel so hurtful. She dun wanna me to worried. I will try my best to be there for her and don worry abt her. I just wan carol to be happy and him also.

I care for u, but the care is wad i care for everyone around me. I like u but is not love. My feeling towards u isn't love but like. I cherish u alot just like my frens around me. I trust u lot. But after the incident u had done, make me feel tat he are trying to get attention frm me. I was disappointed. Y must u did this to me? U no longer trust me? I really hate wad u had done to me. I felt hurt and shocked. U scare me off.

Will i forget the incident soon? Will he be fine after i told him? There's someone who really needs u but the person is not me. It only that the time is not up yet. I nv been so moody. I had to be myself at home. But outside, i dunno. My sisters knows wad happened and they asked me dun think so much. Haiz, how to forget tis matter if he one day still waits for me? I dun wanna hurt anyone. It hurts me too. Maybe i need time to settle down.


I back to normal. Finally i got the courage to settle down. But once i kept thinking abt tat thing i surely won't be myself i am le. Today was Miss Ng last day in Simei ITE. Haiz, im so sad to see her left. I will miss her. By the way Miss Ng, hope u like the bear we gave u. =)

Sch starts at 8a.m. Wah, our class was like half man. 13 student came. Omg.. maybe is becos they went to their secondary sch to see their teachers. Im so keen to see my teachers there. Haha, Miss Tan released us early. Yeah, can go my sec sch early le. Wow. I miss my sec teachers there.

LihYap, Fengyuan, Me, Lian Swan, Fiona, Qisen, Shahri, Benjamin and Jackson went to our sec sch together. Finally, we reached. It was a new change. I miss them lots. My teachers, my frens and i saw Jesper. The feeling there had fade le. Wah.. im so happy. DOn have to worry liao. Anyway wish u good luck for ur Os....

I took lots of pics wif my sec sch frens and not forgetting my sec form teacher Miss Arnita. I had a great time wif them. Hope to see to guys soon ok.. Take care.

~*~*Liin9 Paradiise*~*~ 10:37 AM


*ME*
School: Nanyang Polytechnic (NYP)
Birthday: 4 July 88
Hometown: Tampines

*Loves*

My Family
Celeste's family
Coolster Buddies
ITE Clique
Sec Sch Clique
Chinese Orchestra Clique
Dizi Yu Liang lao shi
Mr Cho
ITE lecturer and lectureress
Nice ppl frm swissotel
Chinese Orchestra
Sports
Dizi
Piano
My precious MP3
My Handphone

*Wishlist*

Go Poly
Travel round the world
China beijing
Hong Kong
jiangnan, shanghai
taiwan
korea
japan
australia
Slim down
GPA 3
stable job


*Friends*

*~Sec Sch frens*~

Adeline
Gloria
Grace
KengYow
Lih Yap

*~Netball frens*~

Soh Hwee
Tina

*~NYP Frens*~

Alyssa
Ariel
Connie
Gloria
Janath
Jiayin
Wei Jie
YiMei
Zheng Xin

*~华乐*~

Evelyn
ITECO blog
Jessica
Kason
Li Fang
Li Ling
Pei Shan
Sin Kai
Sin Yee
Xin Ni
Yu Hui

*~ITE frens*~

Benjamin
GangYuan
Germaine
Jerome
Melissa
Sharon
Shiyun
Shu Fang
Su Yu
Sze Yee
Xian Hui
Xin Yi
Xue Qi
Wei Hao
Yan Ting

*~Pri Sch Frens*~

Alvina
Joseline
Mei Mei
Tong Ying

*~RCCC*~

Crystal
Jin Hong
Karen
Qian Hui
Stephanie
Wen Yi
Xue Ni
Xue Shi
Yan Ling

*~Metro*~

Jia Hui
Yan Zhen

*~family*~

Willie

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~*Preham*~
~*Vanessa*~
~*Carol*~
~*SuYu*~
~*ShiYun*~



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