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Tuesday, December 30, 2008


woo!~
i pass my macroeconomics ica 1~
so happy!~
well done yengling (:

sch reopen le.
miss my clique. was so happy when i see them!~
glad they love the gift i've gave them (:
im gonna work hard to strike good results.

dear book out le (:
after 5 days he book in..
we nv msg nor call.
he msg me he book out.
so happy.
now i shall continue this way.

tml meeting dear together wif co frenz.
hopefully will be enjoyable day (:
i miss you my love.
and im meeting you tml. muacks!

~*~*Liin9 Paradiise*~*~ 9:00 PM


Sunday, December 28, 2008


im feeling v sick.
still not getting better.
fever went up to 38.3 degrees.
my gums freaking pain.
must be the gums tt cause me fever n headache.

if im not getting any better,
should consult a doctor soon.
whole body is weak :(

sch reopen is just tml.
stress gonna went up soon.
better get prepare for exams soon!~
gonna be yr 2 soon.
so fast (:
wondering which course i will get in.

oh ya, i choose retail management as my first choice.

just 3 more days to 2009.
a brand new yr again.
gonna say goodbye to 2008.
hopefully 2009 will went smoothy.

my days in 2008 had been up and down.
mostly importantly im contented tis yr.
although there's recession and lots of things happened.
but hopefully a brand new yr in 2009 will be better (:

things that happened during 2008

- first and for all.. i make it to poly.
one of my biggest wish tt fullfill,
although NYP is not my choice, but i'm glad i went in.
had good frens and good choice in NYP.

- i changed to be a better person in terms of attitude.
this one, must really thanks to jun guang (dear).
he plays a part of my life. Touch wood if we are separated,
he always has a place in my heart.

- i had a memorial valentine's day wif dear (:

- i had a memorial 20th birthday wif my frens and co frens.
thanks to them for everything (:

- i had a memorial christmas celebration wif my co frens (:


i'll update more when its come to 2009 in 3 days time.


~*~*Liin9 Paradiise*~*~ 1:42 PM


Saturday, December 27, 2008


one more day ~ gonna sch reopen soon!~
*sigh* i have not enjoy my holidays enough!~
2 weeks of holiday isn't enough for me.
anyway, one good thing is, i've got to see my clique.
i MISS them lots.

tml meeting jerome to study.
guess, i need him to teach me statistic.
im seriously v weak wif stats!~
haix.

had to study study study!~
cannot play play already~

~*~*Liin9 Paradiise*~*~ 7:48 PM


Friday, December 26, 2008


meet up wif joseline to pass her present.
glad she like it (:
tks for the milo gal (:


had a chat wif her..
hahaha.
after i went to meet bestie to pass him present.
he told me he want to send dear off .
but i refused.

lucky, dear was unable to entertain us.
he was far to busy.
we dun send him off.
if i were to send him off.
i guess, my tears will drop again.

had a great great time chatting wif bestie (:
i just love chatting wif him!~
hope to meet up wif u soon!~

im sick!~
habing slight fever and headache.
aw...~~~~~ sianz!

~*~*Liin9 Paradiise*~*~ 11:50 PM




my gums is killing me =((((((
im sneezing again!!!!!!!!!!!!
arhs..
the weather is sooooo cold!~

~*~*Liin9 Paradiise*~*~ 12:10 PM


Thursday, December 25, 2008


backed!
reach home tis morning..
after celebrating christmas wif my co frens!~
had a great great day wif them!

really enjoy myself alot~ (:

sleep 7 plus in e morning.
dun really sleep well ...
not used to sleep in the morning..
hahaha!

went to aunt hse for christmas.
overall was enjoyable..
onli at times i kept yawning ~
i received a christmas gift frm aunt elaine ~
its a wallet frm the wallet shop (:
thanks!~

here i present my christmas gift tis yr.

a so called hand make wind chime frm jinwei ~


frm dear...
piggy bank frm melissa ~

a gift frm jerome ~

a gift from joseline ~

frm jessica...
frm aunt elaine ...
frm meimei ~
Christmas eve ~
yeah, had christmas dinner wif my co frens (:
and finally got to meet dear le..
i miss you lots dear..
was so happy whenever i see you!~

dinner at v8 cafe.
ordered baked rice. not nice de ~
eat until v scared..
dear order seafood marinara (:
had fun wif them.
chatting, crapping..
tks jessica for the log cake ~

its exchange present..
i've got dear's christmas exchange gift (:
so coincidence..
dear got kie min's gift.
hahaha!

many thanks to:
rachel, sinyee, yuhui, yingsian, joseline, jessica, kiemin, dear, jinwei, zhiyang..
for coming and join us for dinner..

guess who we saw when we abt to take photos?
its xin ni.. ahhaha we asked her to take photo wif us (:

after tt, we went to plaza sing..
wanted to watch movie at ps..
but it was full and selling fast..
so instead of watching at PS..
we went to the cathay.

hahaha, finally we managed to bought the tickets..
at 1.45a.m midnight movie.
huiyun, melissa and kason, came to join us..
for countdown..

haha, had lots of fun.
after countdown..
took photos..
enjoy viewing the pics.~

the rest, dun wanna elaborate.
nth much..














enjoy my christmas eve celebration wif my co frens!
you guys rules! love ya deep deep.
will nv forget this moment (:


many thanks!

~*~*Liin9 Paradiise*~*~ 8:55 PM




MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!~

will update real soon!
stay tune ~

~*~*Liin9 Paradiise*~*~ 3:28 PM


Tuesday, December 23, 2008


im kinda tired of blogging..

haix, bestie couldn't book out tml.
due to his guard duty.
it was so last min =(
sob sob..

tml habing christmas dinner wif my co frens.
and afternoon, im goin to caijuan's church for christmas.
wah, seems im kinda busy ...

dear is booking out tml..
yet dunno y i don feel happy at all.
it seems we are drifting apart..
haiz...

today, i was so de GUAI at home.
i've finish macro tutorial and marketing project.
i mean SPSS i've finish doin..
hahaha!
i hope tml i can enjoy myself.
won't be goin home tml.

ciaoz!

~*~*Liin9 Paradiise*~*~ 7:43 PM


Sunday, December 21, 2008


blogg.
ytd went out wif ying.
bought myself a shirt.
and a jacket (:
finally, i've got myself a jacket!

caught the movie "twilight"

2.5/5


its a romanic movie.
dun really enjoy e movie.
nearly fall asleep while watching it.
oh gosh,wondering y my poly friends says it nice.
aw.. maybe different people have different opinion.
no offence ok. don get mistaken.

but i should say EDWARD is super handsome.
it just tt his role of this movie.. was kinda.. weird..
his face was soooo white. oh gosh!
maybe vampire lah!
some parts in e movie was funny.

was super tired after movie..
headed home straight after tt.

~*~*Liin9 Paradiise*~*~ 12:23 PM


Friday, December 19, 2008


was freaking busy for the past few days.
have been goin out since tue.
and wed had project meeting for econs.
and thurs had project discussion for marketing.
my head is bursting soon.
projects and projects.

my dear booked out today.
receive his called today,
poor boy he was sick.
wanted to visit him tml..
cos wana pass him his christmas gift.
in e end, he said he will come tampines to find me.
sorry dear, u sick still come find me..
guilty leh.

silly me, heart became soft le..
i can nv overcome my weakness.
maybe its becos i love him v much..
and miss him v much..

i learn to forgive and forget.
like wise, i still keep in contact wif joe (:
and as promise, wont happened again.
he change alot..
and im glad he change.

anyway, i received a sad new frm jose.
in e end, things still can't get any better.
sadded. but as long she's happy..
no matter wad, she will always have my moral support.

~*~*Liin9 Paradiise*~*~ 12:16 AM


Wednesday, December 17, 2008


I had a great christmas dinner wif my kakis and together wif jerome.
thanks for the christmas gift.
though i look like pig.. but don give me piggy bank ma..
anyway i really love the gift (:

pics taken at V8 cafe









~*~*Liin9 Paradiise*~*~ 12:08 AM


Tuesday, December 16, 2008


不知道我的忍耐性到了什么地步了?
我还在,忍。。忍。。忍。。忍。。。
就像定时炸弹一样,随时会爆炸。
为什么会这样?

也许,我不因该放太多感情下去。
不想再把饭煮熟了。
免得更伤心。
原来,对他而言,朋友比较重要。
我明白了。

好久没跟他出去了。。
我想,我该放手了。。
不再去想,他会不会陪我。。。
也不再去想,他会不会发简讯给我。
好累。。好累。。

我就像一个冰块。。
很快就会溶掉。。
我想我知道答案了。



人生中一件伤心的事是当你遇见一个对你充满意义的人,但你却在最后才发现。
一句不小心的说话会令一场骂战展开,一句残酷的句子会摧毁你一生,一句话爱的句子却会是无限的喜悦和祝福


爱由一个笑容开始,用一个吻来成长,用一滴眼泪来结束。而我们能做的,就是珍惜拥有,彼此体谅,用心创造,这样才能使爱更加精彩与长久。

~*~*Liin9 Paradiise*~*~ 2:24 PM


Monday, December 15, 2008


im back frm malaysia!
dun really enjoy e trip =(
tks to the rain.
can't go visit the pineapple farm !

2 yrs nv went to malaysia.
haha, got took pics.
but it was at my another phone.
lazy to upload ah.

went to visit their kampong.
had their nasi lemak.
not bad. tasty (:

next i do enjoy goin was the organic farm.
i saw how they plant dragon fruit!
and the pumkin!

went to their shopping mall. 101 mall.
nth to shop de.
onli bought some cute stuff for my clique (:
also bought for bestie and jose.
but of cos, dear's gift too (:

the rest, dun elaborate le.
oh ya, lunch n dinner at malaysia was not bad.
delicious food (:

tts all for the update.
guess, i go watch my drama le.
watching 法医证锋2 (:
ciaoz.

~*~*Liin9 Paradiise*~*~ 11:38 AM


Sunday, December 14, 2008


im goin to malaysia in 5 hrs time.
look at the time now!
im still blogging (:

went to meet jinwei n huiyun for a movie.
went to watch "The Day Earth Stood Still"
act by Keanu Reeves!
overal it was ok! not bad.

bought christmas gift for dear!
a Everlast watch for him from citychain (:
hopefully he likes it.

dinner at Pepper Lunch (:
long time nv eat le.
nice nice (:
after tt went to send huiyun to mrt station.

walked to robinson, find yun.
miss her ah, long time nv see her le.
happy to see her and glad she is fine (:
chat wif jinwei at starbuck.
something shocking.

hope u listen to my advise.
take care ok.
god bless u! (:

lastly,
dear, i miss you so much!

~*~*Liin9 Paradiise*~*~ 12:03 AM


Friday, December 12, 2008


home..
im so tired..
dun really sleep well last night.
my flu still isn't getting well.
it's been 4 days le.
*sigh*

i got back my ICA access project.
fuck, i got 2nd lowest.
fuck gloria chan! i do the most work,
yet i got the least marks among my grp.
well, connie.. don feel guilty. its not ur fault.

although i kinda unsatisfy.. but nvm.
she will get it when comes to teacher's feedback.
anyway, im happy to come back to sch.
i miss my clique.
oh ya, i guess Ariel had reach Phuket already.
Enjoy ur trip Ariel!

i goin to Malaysia on sunday!
its a one day trip lah..
at least better den nothing.
must enjoy lots.
(:

well, dunno whether bestie is booking out today ma?
hoping to see him soon!

~*~*Liin9 Paradiise*~*~ 4:20 PM


Thursday, December 11, 2008


finally go see doctor le.
ytd meet up wif jess, zhiyang, desmond and huiyun for dinner (:
in order not to let myself to think so much,
must do alot of things not to think..
my flu isn't get any better ):
still sneezing.

chat wif bestie ytd instead of calling him.
seriously speaking, he dun even call or msg me.
so, i also don care although in my heart i still care.
hais, silly me.

anyway bestie tml book out le.
im meeting him tml.
hopefully i'll get well soon (:

to jose:
thanks for ur concern. but at least urs got msg u. mine leh NO. haix. maybe he tired. let nature takes it cause ba.

~*~*Liin9 Paradiise*~*~ 12:49 PM


Wednesday, December 10, 2008


im sick =(
tks to the flu and cough.
haix, feeling so uncomfortable..
thanks to the weather too..
so cold!

accounts lecture was so cold..
im sneezing the moment i wake up..
till i end school.
use up almost 3 packets of tissue.
pro right.

presentation was over.
glad i did well.
christian chia nv said anything.
woo, though im nervous.

had marketing project.
yesh, done wif the questionaire.
its not easy ya.
guess, im gonna consult a doctor soon.
tml can't go sch liao. -_-"

~*~*Liin9 Paradiise*~*~ 6:34 PM


Tuesday, December 09, 2008


到最后,我还是决定。。
不要再发简讯。。
看到那个简讯。。
就伤心。
也许他累吧。。
嗨,我不想去想那么多。。


老天爷。。请保护他吧。谢谢。

~*~*Liin9 Paradiise*~*~ 11:37 PM




Statistic Project had finally ended.
all my efforts is not a waste..
Shall not elaborate due to free riders.
hais, dun really enjoyed doin the project wif them.
but anyway, over is over. Not point saying ya.

Now have one more project which Macroeconomics.
Gosh, i have 2 new grp members frm another class.
*SIGH* and No. 8. and tt wad the guys hate abt no. 8

i feeling so tired. just finish doin my effective writing presentation.
tml im presenting 4 slides. omg.
but can't blame lah, cos i skip christian lessson
for the sake of finding dear..
so vonne help me to edit. Thanks so much!

i have a long day today.
im sooo tired.
guess i need a rest soon.
hoping to hear frm dear's call soon.
ciaoz!

~*~*Liin9 Paradiise*~*~ 6:49 PM


Monday, December 08, 2008


dear book in le.
went together wif bestie to send him off.
in e end, i still cant hold my tears.
tears rolling.
guess, i miss him even more when he was serving NS.

we can't hug each other when he was wearing his uniform.
i really feel like hugging him and give him a kiss..
and tell him to take good care of himself...
but words frm my mouth cant speak out..sianx.. =(
i just a dumb person, kept inside.. HAIX..
when can i overcome this???

but nvm, i'll stay strong no matter wad...
dear, u must jiayou ok, tml training starts le.
love u !

我会加油的。不要放弃!

~*~*Liin9 Paradiise*~*~ 10:45 PM


Sunday, December 07, 2008


dear book out le.
the moment he saw me..
he hug me!
so happy to see him!
haha! i have seen his hair.
Mr Botak!
but still v cute. (:

as promised, i can't put his photo on blog.
due to some reason.
but i have the photo wif me.
haha!

he has grown fat..
LOL!~ perhaps he haven starts training ba.
tue onwards, the training starts le.
must be xiong liao.
dear, u must take good care of urself horx.

went for dinner together..
he miss fast food..
but sad was white sand doesn't have KFC.
as he is so craving for it. whahaha!
in e end we went to foodcourt.
he ordered western food.

went to tampines..
he bought another spare phone..
the moment he booked out..
he've already spend so much money le..
LOL!~

anyway, dear.. im so happy to see u!
i have to wait 2 more weeks to see him!
he will book out on the 19 dec...
i miss you!

~*~*Liin9 Paradiise*~*~ 8:50 PM


Thursday, December 04, 2008


dear called! =)
miss him so much!
was so happy when he called (:
well, his hair was shaved le.
mr botak.
he's still my dear afterall (:

nv chat much wif him..
as he still needs to call bestie too (:
im kinda worried abt him..
scare he can't take it.. =(

but i believe he will.
dear, u must jiayou ok!
u have my support no matter wad!
muacks, love u!

gtg for now. need to stats project =(
ciaoz!

~*~*Liin9 Paradiise*~*~ 7:19 PM


Wednesday, December 03, 2008


Dear went NS le..
i will miss u alot..
do take care when u are inside.
love u (:

had accounting ICA.
before tt i was damn down can.
dear dun answer the call last night,
he dun even msg me.
im so worried can.

accounting ICA was easy (:
after ICA, i went meet jinwei to find dear.
went to sembawang to find him.
his hse was far can..
and i've skip christian chia's tutorial.

manage to find him..
he was sleeping!
he told me his hp abit spoilt.
thats why he dun ans nor msg me.

the moment i saw him..
i cried... i dunno y..
maybe because i miss him so much.
and the moment he saw me..
he hug me...
i really miss him..

although we seen each other less than a hr..
but im already contented le.
it worth it.
at least i took the courage to find him..
its more than enough..

sad was i couldnt send him to tekong =(
tks to the option day. -_-"

accompanied jw to see doctor..
after tt headed straight back to sch.
dear called =)
he said he leaving sg to tekong le... (:
do take care of urself kies..

option day was alright..
still thinking wad to choose for my course.
meet bestie for dinner ...
dinner at popeye (:
had a nice chat wif him..

many thanks to:
bestie, joseline, laoda, jinwei and my poly clique!
thanks so much for ur encouragement and concern.
love u guys lots.


~*~*Liin9 Paradiise*~*~ 9:16 PM




Dear, this is for you.

HAPPY ONE YEAR ANNIVERSARY!
I LOVE U, MR NG CHUN KWONG.

one yr ago, he wanted to hold my hands.
but i was like gong gong,
duno he wanted to hold my hands.
i only knew it later when melissa told me.

so tt day itself, i ask him.. "will u still like if im fierce"

he replied: yes, no matter wad.
and den he asked me again whether can i be his gf..
i accepted him as my bf.. =)
knowing tt he will love me and cherish me.
till now, its a yr. and im happy to be wif him.
although we may some conflicts, but still we are happy as before.


i love being with you.
i just love everything abt u.

i forgive u what you did to me ytd,
i forgive u for putting me aeroplane everytime,
i forgive u for not msg me all time,
i forgive u for not spending more time wif me,
i forgive u for not calling me often,
i forgive u for being late when u meet me.

because i truly madly in love wif you.

i love you ♥

~*~*Liin9 Paradiise*~*~ 12:00 AM


Monday, December 01, 2008


nv celebrate our anniversary ytd.
dear met an accident ytd.
haix, super shocking when he called me.
thank god u are fine!
at least the person who knock him was kind enough
to send him to the hospital.

YOU MAKE ME WORRIED DEAR!
and you can still laugh when u called me. =(
my tears were rolling you know !

he said the gift he wanted to give was crash by e car..
and he said he don worried abt himself ...
but he's more worried abt the gift he wanted to give me..
silly boy!

礼物不重要。最重要是你没事就好。
好感动你对我说的话。。
“今年没的庆祝没关系,我们还有明年。。到永远。我们有的是时间。。”

although i feel sad tt we are unable to celebrate our anniversary..
words came frm his mouth really makes sense to me.
dear, i don't want you to say sorry to me..
its not your fault.
i believe we can last.
as long we stay strong...
i believe we can last (:
i love you!

i promise i will stay strong (:
you too ya (:

~*~*Liin9 Paradiise*~*~ 12:58 PM


*ME*




School: Nanyang Polytechnic (NYP)
Birthday: 4 July 88
Hometown: Tampines

*Loves*

My Family
Celeste's family
Coolster Buddies
ITE Clique
Sec Sch Clique
Chinese Orchestra Clique
Dizi Yu Liang lao shi
Mr Cho
ITE lecturer and lectureress
Nice ppl frm swissotel
Chinese Orchestra
Sports
Dizi
Piano
My precious MP3
My Handphone

*Wishlist*

Go Poly
Travel round the world
China beijing
Hong Kong
jiangnan, shanghai
taiwan
korea
japan
australia
Slim down
GPA 3
stable job


*Friends*

*~Sec Sch frens*~

Adeline
Gloria
Grace
KengYow
Lih Yap

*~Netball frens*~

Soh Hwee
Tina

*~NYP Frens*~

Alyssa
Ariel
Connie
Gloria
Janath
Jiayin
Wei Jie
YiMei
Zheng Xin

*~华乐*~

Evelyn
ITECO blog
Jessica
Kason
Li Fang
Li Ling
Pei Shan
Sin Kai
Sin Yee
Xin Ni
Yu Hui

*~ITE frens*~

Benjamin
GangYuan
Germaine
Jerome
Melissa
Sharon
Shiyun
Shu Fang
Su Yu
Sze Yee
Xian Hui
Xin Yi
Xue Qi
Wei Hao
Yan Ting

*~Pri Sch Frens*~

Alvina
Joseline
Mei Mei
Tong Ying

*~RCCC*~

Crystal
Jin Hong
Karen
Qian Hui
Stephanie
Wen Yi
Xue Ni
Xue Shi
Yan Ling

*~Metro*~

Jia Hui
Yan Zhen

*~family*~

Willie

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