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Tuesday, January 30, 2007


back again...

so xinku now. kept sneezing and sneezing.
Cannot make it. half dead... =(
really v xinku..

im sick liao... sharon asked mi to drink more water..
i drink le.. i nv lied..
hais.. test test test.. v sianx..
see test im so scared!!!!

COE sux.. i hate it.. =(

im trying v hard to understand it

~*~*Liin9 Paradiise*~*~ 9:40 PM




now is sch blogging...
haix.. bored.
today isn't my day. I had FLU!
gosh.. so hard to breath frm my nose.

im so so sad. Performance was cancelled!
Only the solos went. Pei Shan, Ying Sian, Lay Tien and Sinyee.
Can't perform wif them.
i had a great time rehearsing wif them ytd wif the pipas.
its was a wonderful day =)

gtg ..

~*~*Liin9 Paradiise*~*~ 12:40 PM


Sunday, January 28, 2007


im back to work. has, i finally came back.
its not i din come back its i can't book on sun.
anyway nxt week im not working too.
abit sick of tired goin there to work.

i saw jie ying.. she's back frm florida. =)
im so happy to see her back to singapore.
guess she really had fun in florida =)

worked 10a.m at canning. it was wedding lunch.
haix, so long nv do service.
i was wondering can i cope it?
we were under manor. and stupid teamleader was naren.
Jie ying and qiuyue was working too..
and i tot either the one of them will serve vip..
i was praying hard nt to serve vip..
but just as i expect.. i was told to serve vip.. =(

really no mood to work.. tks to tat danny kang.
nth better to do. always cum scold.. idiot..
as if i provoke him.. bloody kuku..
den today de couple all v clumsy de..
sumore unhygenie.. cannot make it..

finish worked at 5p.m..
went dinner wif Xue Ni and ZiQiang..
haha.. went to eat BK.. had fun chatting wif them.
especially Xue Ni.. really love chatting and working wif her =)
tml starts sch at 8a.m finish at 4p.m..
cant go back cos i had my co practise..
Gonna be a long day for mi.. Im tired.. i need a rest..

i still don know wad to do for my future..
trying v hard to think..

i tot i can forget during work but i can't.

~*~*Liin9 Paradiise*~*~ 9:46 PM


Saturday, January 27, 2007


weekdays had ended...
its gonna be Feb soon.
Its time for mi chong studies le.
Especially accounts and BCM.
My accounts for corrections of error was sux.
i don know how to do.
BCM.. Mati.. my english sux
muz put in more effort.

had my practise tis morning.
Sux.. nt good. Yuliang almost get angry.
Haix.. my blowing isn't up to standard.
i'll practise hard.. i need to timetable liao.

just received msg frm Sin Kai.. our class chairman..
i was selected for the performance out of 16 ppl.
tks alot =) i'll practise hard.
monday and wed gonna have my practise.
tis fri is the performance day at shangrila hotel.
i'm pretty excited about. Hope to get pics there =)

music build up my life. i love simply love music =)

im trying to recover.. tks suyu and sharon for the encouragement =)

~*~*Liin9 Paradiise*~*~ 10:37 PM


Thursday, January 25, 2007


had my final adjustment test tis morning..
haix.. sad...

i'll strive well.. i'll work hard.



my life seems empty.. exception of my family
im seems a loser.. realli a loser..
i don know to plan for my future.. really..

im deep deep down.. i don know wad to do..

~*~*Liin9 Paradiise*~*~ 11:45 PM


Wednesday, January 24, 2007


i had a bad day today.
Really bad.. really..
i cried becos of sumthing..
haix.. my heart hurts.. really hurts.
Y she cant understand?

I know i got attitude. But do i show out all the times?
its not one ppl who complaint..
haix.. y? Do i have to tolerate ur attitude?
i dun voice out becos u are my best fren..
i care for euu more than others?
In the end wad i get? A scolding frm u..
it hurts euu know.
i don wan to quarrel wif u.. in the end we did.
anyway i would like to say to euu ish.. im sorry. sincerely sorry.

the nxt semester, i won't be the same class as u le.
its confirm already. i hope euu make the right choice.
anyway u muz jiayou.. and ur tkd.
although i dislikes tkd, but its ur interest. i still wish euu all the best.
maybe tkd and daniel is ur life not us.. tats wad ur blog says bah..
v sad to hear tat.. but bo bian becos euu choose it.
i still wish u the very best.. sincerely wish ..

i guess, we won't get to speak more bah..
i will punish myself for not saying hurtful words by keeping quiet.
tats the end ...

as for u.. tks for being there ...

i'll get my punishment..

~*~*Liin9 Paradiise*~*~ 11:44 PM


Monday, January 22, 2007


i'm tired. tks to melissa for brain washing.
Sorry, nth to still can't be done.
im being stubborn to understand such situation.
wad i've said was v clear.
i'll tried my v best. im tired of bothering and caring.

im sincerely understand

Wed IAC stock valuation.
Im not revising it.
too tired now.
Shall practise tml.
hope it won't be late.

oh i've got my PTX marks! i've 47 out of 50.
=) finally GOT an A.

i'll strive hard for exams! =)

~*~*Liin9 Paradiise*~*~ 11:40 PM


Sunday, January 21, 2007


at last, Vanessa and her mum are alright le.
im so happy for the to see them united again.

i thought i don care in the end i still care for them.
My soft seems can't get away. im feeling very depressed.
can someone tell wad should i do?

friendship problem have been wif for almost 12 yrs.
i nv voice out, nv. i nv admit im worst. nv.
for wad i voice? for ppl to pity mi?
y some ppl say they are worst?
wad abt me? Do i voice out?
Is there a need to voice out to let ppl know?

i don wan to care anymore.
being a reluctant and being bothered was sucked.
Everything sucks. Sucks like hell.
Fark them all. i don need sympathy.

i shall forget all those hatred. FORGET IT. GO AWAY!

nv will i voice out if anything happened.
No use. it sucks. Only i can help myself.
Everybody can't help. Only myself.


~*~*Liin9 Paradiise*~*~ 1:52 PM


Saturday, January 20, 2007


A BRAND NEW ME

*~Life~*

in terms of life, im gonna to be strong. lifes goes on and on to fulfill my dreams. Get into poly and strive hard. Last time i was lazy, i regretted wad i've done the previously in my life when i was young. Now there's a new start, a new yr. I don wish to be lazy when cums to study.

*~Characteristic~*

I'm getting to be hard, no longer soft like last time. Becos wadever i do, i seems to fail. Im sure a failure in terms of bothering so much. It won't help much. But im still yengling. If euu need help i'll be there depending who euu are. I'm no longer use to suan and disturb ppl as last time. Ppl will tends to get irritated. I'll use it to those who worth it. For those who don worth it, get lost. Don come to mi. i'll hate euu for life. If euu are worth my care, i will cherish euu for life. Nv change. But if euu don, don talk to mi. Get lost. I don need euu anyway. Don be a befriend wif me wadever u like. Tok to mi nicely, don give me attitude.. don talk to me as euu like. U just suck if euu are tat kind of ppl. Who do u think euu are? King? But if euu do.. sorry if im being sarcastic.. im just sarcastic. take it or leave it. I onli befriend a fren who are reasonable, nice to me. If euu are nice to mi, i will do the same. Rmb, i HATE attitude ppl. Even if u are close to mi and euu give me attitude.. i'll swear i'll give euu back twice or even more. I just normal, don need to be bothered so much. And i don need those unreasonable ppl to be bothered.

~*~*Liin9 Paradiise*~*~ 4:23 PM


Friday, January 19, 2007


god haf give me a good family.
Good father, mother and a younger bro.
i thank god for giving me them.

Sumtimes god are making fun of mi.
Letting me to know sum frens who are deep emotional.
Need my help to care as my punishment.

in life, i really don know wad im doing.
im trying to change for the better.
Sum frens asked mi y muz i care so much for frens nt yrself?
i onli can answer them "i've no problems even if i had"

But now, i've learnt a lesson in my life.
Nv care so much for a fren. Ppl take advantage on euu.
The more euu care, they don give a damn. Fark them all.
i've learnt to be hard, no longer soft. the previous yengling is dead.
Really dead. this was the lesson i've learnt.

i onli care those who are worth to be cared. worth to be cherish.
im no longer soft hearted. ln life, u muz be selfish. cannot be perfect.
there's inperfect in this world. im not and everybody is inperfect.
they have their own style, i have my own style. take it or leave it.
i just normal, no longer to be bothered so much.

vanessa, hope euu and ur mum ok .. don make mi n ur mum worry.

suyu, i hope euu can change ur attitude. at times i can't stand ur attitude.. really.. my patience also have limit.. don make mi burst out.. i had enough of stress.. first was ******, now u and vanessa.. i can't take it anymore.. im tired.. really tired.

i tot i dun cried..
but in the end i did.
cos i can't bear to leave those memories..

~*~*Liin9 Paradiise*~*~ 11:28 PM


Thursday, January 18, 2007


PTX CA2 WAS OVER!

Alright =) now left wif accounting. grr..
today had my revision for accounting. Wah..
the moment i looked at it..
my brain was lost. I was totally lost.
I forgot how to do. AHHHHHHH!

ytd had CO. Wah, our Co was crowded.
I see those new members cuming in..
i felt so relieved becos.. looking at those juniors..
they were so socialise.. I love it.. =)

Has, Mr chew was late becos he need had to train
those sch for SYF GOLD! COOL!
Can't blame him but at least he came.

Wah, we have 3 performance cuming up..
man, we gonna be busy =(

2.2.07 - performance at shangrila hotel
2.9.07 - sch's event performance for governors
3.2.07 - road show event at marina square

BUSY BUSY BUSY!
im stress wif accounts. NUMBERS! ahhhhh..
need to do more revision on accounts.

i've decided... to take Business Taxation for my elective.
Tourism.. no tks. i accept my decision.

feeling drift away apart wif sumone..
haix.. i don know wad she is thinking.....
better don ask so much cos she will say she dunno...
i felt so hopeless..

~*~*Liin9 Paradiise*~*~ 5:23 PM


Tuesday, January 16, 2007


A GOOD NEWS!

Read Yanling's blog tat Nicholas was SACKED.

he's finally out of banquet. So long sucker.

im gonna had my industrial attached during my holidays.
Might consider to carry on if there is.
So tat i won't be working banquet.

tired of working there.
Bored.
its almost 3 yrs!

stupid benjamin.. PS me..

~*~*Liin9 Paradiise*~*~ 9:41 AM


Sunday, January 14, 2007



ytd dizi lesson was cancelled.
wanna know y?
Yu liang forgot all abt it. =(
we were like *diao*
when liling told mi tat he's nt at home.
Gosh, i travelled all the way to yiochukang
and it was cancelled. why why why?


Tot of asking jane to meet her at boon lay.
But she din answer my call.
Haiz, i had to go back again.
I called her, teach her how to do PTX question.
Thank god, she knws how =))
Sianz, today's work was cancelled. Diaox
how wish money can drop frm the sky.
tats how *steph* wish to. Do do mi =)


its was raining all day. Gosh, it was so cold.
Damn it. i hate raining. i onli love raining at night.
hahas.


has, meet Vanessa at small mac.
Wa, tis lady was late half an hr.
Oh my gosh. my patience isn't tat gd leh.
Den went to orchard meet the rest.
ah not all was there. Cos weixiang was late.
our birthday boy *smiles*


Has, Our birthday suggest to go pepper lunch
at takashimaya.
Wah, the food was great.. reallii.
Gees, tks for the treat =)


Suyu was planing to give him a surprise
wif a small birthday cake.
Wei Xiang really tot it was a small birthday celebration.
Has, after our dinner.


Went to taka fountain.
Suyu gave a surprise wif a actual birthday cake.
He was shocked. But he was indeed happy.
Haha, we did enjoyed ourselves. =p


WE HAD FUN! SERIOUSLY! LURVE IT!


our bithday boy carrying a birthday cake =)

poor birthday kenna smash by the cake.

happy birthday Wei Xiang!
Hope euu enjoyed ur day =))

FreNz forever *SMILES*

~*~*Liin9 Paradiise*~*~ 2:25 PM


Thursday, January 11, 2007


i feel so blue today.
tis morning had my IAC test.
Stock Valuation.
Ahh, i forgot how to do.
Diaox.

Sianz.. on the 24 Jan gonna be my CA2

oh gosh. Need to revise again =((
on the 16 jan is my PTX CA2
again! need to revise tat again.
Has, Next week won't be working.
Diaoz. can't go out regulary le.
Muz stay at home rest n study.
Guai right. (grr.. Like real)

Ryan is getting cute. Love him so much =)

haha, tis sat got practice.
Diaox.. my pitch and high notes.
Sux.. Die le.. =x
everytime so airy.. sianz
how wish i don haf tat.

im so stressful and tired every single day...

ahhhh.. tis sat gonna celebrate wx's bdae.
woo! wif my coolster gang! yeah.
the ordinary one =)

~*~*Liin9 Paradiise*~*~ 5:39 PM


Tuesday, January 09, 2007


yeah! finally our performance had finished.
felt happy abit.
wah, i've skip IAC and BCM becos of my performance.
Heard Joe said IAC got go thru Provision for Bad Debts.
Ah, sianz. Die..

Well everything went smoothy.
Next tue gonna be my Personal Taxation CA2
tis time i'm gonna put in effort le.
Muz study hard hard. =))

Nxt week no work. Cos full. Ah sianz.
nvm la, can rest at home. shake leg. LOL

im putting effort into it. =))

~*~*Liin9 Paradiise*~*~ 10:05 PM


Monday, January 08, 2007


i've got a feeling tat my coolster gang will be getting lesser.
Some had change alot.
No longer united.
No longer.

Let mi tell tis straight..
im very straight..
i don really like cheryl, xiao wei.
Vanessa im sure euu will read it..
im letting euu read tis.
I don really like them.

Sorry if im being mean.. im juz being fair.
if u call these two for wad occasion.. or outing
im sorry i won't be there.. so do suyu and weihao.
nv will i be there. i promise. take it or leave. it
i don mind hving lesser frens.
im sure there are better frens better than euu all.
Sorry vanessa.. im juz giving out my opinion.

if euu are angry or wad.. sorry..

to be frank.. i felt u and xin hui change..
it hurts to see u all like tat after euu know these ppl.
but tat doesn't euu won't befriend wif them.. u can..
im not forcing euu anymore.

u are big enough to think.
euu have the right to choose..

alright tats all i have to say.

im so disappointed =(( feel like crying

~*~*Liin9 Paradiise*~*~ 11:12 PM


Sunday, January 07, 2007


worked ECC room.
Umaya dun turn up today.
LOLs, i was under Vasu *smiles*
Haha, work wif Siew Imm auntie.
Err, quite alright while working wif her.
Cos everything she does the work.

i was bored for 7a.m to 3p.m.
I've gt nth better to do.
So i walk around Stamford, Raffles and Plaza Meeting.
Find ZiQiang and Benjamin for a chat.
Too bored liao.. Steady ah.. GO chat wif long wif ZiQIang..
Den Siew Imm come find me say 1030 go break.
I thought she wants to scold mi. Thank goodness.

Finish work at 6p.m, wah.. long man.
Nicholas release mi at 5.35p.m. Wah.. unbelievable.
I can't imagine he can release mi early! oh god.
im tired nw.. really tired.. =((

tml sch reopen =(

~*~*Liin9 Paradiise*~*~ 9:24 PM


Saturday, January 06, 2007


i gonna say goodbye to my 3 weeks holiday.
i had fun for the past 3 weeks.
becos i got enough sleep =)
hahas, im just being lame.

its time for mi to get started for the new day in sch.
New day, new life. Hoping for a good start.
To get good result for the year.
my dizi muz jiayou too.

2 more day to sch reopen =((

~*~*Liin9 Paradiise*~*~ 7:55 PM


Friday, January 05, 2007


i thought of my new year resolution just now.

- i wanna study hard for exams
- pass my dizi (flute) grade 4
- earn more money
- frens and family stay healthly always
- more chinese orchestra members

A brand new yr for mi.
Last yr was a great yr for mi.
Not much conflicts and arguement.
Im deeply contented.

Coolster Gang
(Suyu, Carol, Vanessa, Shiyun, Charlene, XinHui, Wei Hao, Eddie, Wei Xiang, Ah loong and David)

it been 2 yrs we knew each other. Yah, finally 2 yrs! i really cherish every single one of euu guys! Lets hope there's more events and outing for us this year! =)) i love euu guys deep deep!

Darling Clique
(Melissa, Sharon and Suyu)

To sharon and Melissa:
Has, 6 months... time passes real fast. We gonna finish our yr 1 soon. I was thinking whether for yr will we be in the same class? I really wondering? But i guess not. My sense tells mi tat. But nvm. Knowing euu two really great. The times we are together was great. im already feel contented.

To Sharon Darling:
Hope everything will be a great yr for euu. I don tag much in ur blog. Cos there's nth for mi to tag out. But thanks for tag. I miss euu and cherish euu even more. =) Good luck!

Joe (my didi)
Has, we had so much conflicts and disagreement. Nvm, its over. Lets hope it will a good yr for us ya! Better take good care of urself. Don fall sick again. =)

Chinese oRchestra members
love euu ppl.. haha we are always united!

The one and onli gf Tong Ying
9 yrs had passed! I cherish every moment wif euu! Outings, birthdays.. Has, miss the days we crap at my house. I really had fun wif euu. Every moment. Hope everything will be a good yr for euu! =)

The one and onli best fren (suyu)
2 yrs! but we seems to know each other for many yrs. we haf same characteristic. same mindset. everything almost the same. woah! i felt so happy to know euu. Euu nv fail to be my side. U had ur happiness. Hope euu cherish well! Don gif attitude much worx. My advise. Im sure euu can do it! ALL THE BEST FOR UR IVP!!!!!!!!!!! i will be there! Promise! ITS A PROMISE TO EUU!

MY GOOD FRENS FOR LIFE!
(meimei, shirley, lianswan, benjamin, shahri, kengyow, majeed, lijie)
I LOVE EUU PPL. EUU PPL ROCKS MY LIFE.. Love ur craps and jokes. miss every moment wif euu ppl =))

RCCC frenz
(Xue Ni, Stephanie, huiwen, debbie, Xue Shi, Jin hong, Yanling, qianhui, janet, janice, Leeying, Belinda, Anita, Crystal, Qiuyue, karchi, gabriel, barry Haitao, zhijian, ziqiang, huiming, tongtong)
I nv regret knowing euu all. euu ppl rocks. make my life shine =))
Xue Ni, QiuYue, Xue Shi, Jin Hong, Stephanie: i love working wif euu!

(previous RCCC fren who left)
simin, tianchi, xiaojia, weixiang, edwin and my X-Celis FRENX)

love working wif euu. especially my X-celis frens. Hope euu guys in nepal will be a great yr for euu!


delications to all. Hope euu guys appreciate it. =)) thanks a million to all.


~*~*Liin9 Paradiise*~*~ 12:23 PM


Thursday, January 04, 2007


I'VE CUT MY HAIR!

say goodbye to my damage hair =)
has, im satisfied wif my hair.
Except my fringe =( curl again.
But nvm i love it.

wah, went to sim lim square wif meimei.
after tat went to take pay.
Wah, my goodness.. it took mi 2 hrs 30 mins
to queue for tat freaking pay.
it was so long man.
tks to xue ni for helping mi to queue. =))

yesh, got my pay $162.
I banked in all.
Bo bian. Muz save money.

Went citylink for a hair cut.
has, yeah..
sianz, monday sch reopen.
Cannot play too much.
Is STUDY hard!

ytd went for my accounting extra lesson.
oh dear, i almost forgot wad i've learnt during sch times.
die die.. but i manage to recall. Thank goodness.

after accounting lesson, went for dinner wif
sharon, wen hui, jane and jerome.
Suyu went out wif wei kang for dinner.
hahas, good lor.

After tat, went for my chinese orchestra practise.
Sumtimes really pity for sinkai.
All thanks to tat bloody mr cho.. always bully him
make him so many conflicts and problem.
Wad on earth he's doing.

Yu liang lao shi was there.
Great! i love his teaching.
my blowing seems not gd enough.
Haix, tue gonna be performance. Im so so scared!
I really hope there's more members joining in =))
Looking forward to it.

Well, tats all for now.

Sharon.. enjoy ur chalet.. stay happy =)

~*~*Liin9 Paradiise*~*~ 10:44 PM


Tuesday, January 02, 2007


has, finally got to off. yeahx
wake up almost 12p.m.
cool huh.
ytd was alright.
heng ah.. stamford foyer not much ppl.
Den very fun lor.. got haitao to chat.
Somemore got xue ni.. hahas good right..
love working wif her =))

Den today.. went outing wif my family together wif Celeste.
Hahs, haf fun. Went to vivo city..
Saw my 6 aunt and my cousin.
Wah, nearly can't recognize her lor.
Cos v long nv see her le.

euu tis ship.. cool right.. Swedish ship =)

Haha.. i had fun =))



~*~*Liin9 Paradiise*~*~ 11:41 PM


Monday, January 01, 2007


its a brand new yr!
2007!
Good bye 2006

hoping there will be a good yr ahead.

ytd went daniel hse for steamboat.
Suyu, Eddie, Roger, Roger's gf and sis was there.

Wah.. ate alot especially Eddie..
Haha.. eat until super full..

I enjoyed myself there =))
tks alot =))

ESPECIALLY UNO GAME !!

~*~*Liin9 Paradiise*~*~ 10:29 PM


*ME*




School: Nanyang Polytechnic (NYP)
Birthday: 4 July 88
Hometown: Tampines

*Loves*

My Family
Celeste's family
Coolster Buddies
ITE Clique
Sec Sch Clique
Chinese Orchestra Clique
Dizi Yu Liang lao shi
Mr Cho
ITE lecturer and lectureress
Nice ppl frm swissotel
Chinese Orchestra
Sports
Dizi
Piano
My precious MP3
My Handphone

*Wishlist*

Go Poly
Travel round the world
China beijing
Hong Kong
jiangnan, shanghai
taiwan
korea
japan
australia
Slim down
GPA 3
stable job


*Friends*

*~Sec Sch frens*~

Adeline
Gloria
Grace
KengYow
Lih Yap

*~Netball frens*~

Soh Hwee
Tina

*~NYP Frens*~

Alyssa
Ariel
Connie
Gloria
Janath
Jiayin
Wei Jie
YiMei
Zheng Xin

*~华乐*~

Evelyn
ITECO blog
Jessica
Kason
Li Fang
Li Ling
Pei Shan
Sin Kai
Sin Yee
Xin Ni
Yu Hui

*~ITE frens*~

Benjamin
GangYuan
Germaine
Jerome
Melissa
Sharon
Shiyun
Shu Fang
Su Yu
Sze Yee
Xian Hui
Xin Yi
Xue Qi
Wei Hao
Yan Ting

*~Pri Sch Frens*~

Alvina
Joseline
Mei Mei
Tong Ying

*~RCCC*~

Crystal
Jin Hong
Karen
Qian Hui
Stephanie
Wen Yi
Xue Ni
Xue Shi
Yan Ling

*~Metro*~

Jia Hui
Yan Zhen

*~family*~

Willie

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