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Thursday, May 31, 2007


Daniel msg me she's ok. Oh, thank god she's ok. Frm morning worried until now. Hais, i will be alone for another 10 months before i graduate. I wanna graduate real fast. I wan to get out.... to have a new life again....

*u are so funny, i refering to suyu not u.... oops.... how wish i and u be back as last time.. hais... my tears drop again... wad the hell...

im not strong enough... hais, tml gonna know Accounting results.. wah sianx...

tats all for now..

~*~*Liin9 Paradiise*~*~ 10:17 PM




Today is Vesak Day. Another holiday and a day was over. I think i hurt her. I msg her how is she. She nv replied. I think she really dun wanna tok to me. Sorry. Really Sorry. Daniel asked me not to keep everything to myself, i did but i say its really in a sarcastic manner. Wad should i do? Im hurting you now, hurting myself, causing melissa and her* to worry. U tell me wad should i do? How can i have the chance to communicate wif euu? How? How will euu react now when u c me? Silence?

Its a double blow u know..... do you really know? Y u don wan to tell me how u felt about *him. Y? Its only when daniel told me den i know. I can only tell u tis. NO ONE CAN DESTROY US! NO ONE. U are u and i am i... i know euu are down.. Can u feel how hurting and worried am i now?

To joe: suyu did no wrong to me. Pls don mistaken her.. its me. not her. Like i told euu i just don wan to be wif them. For the sake of suyu, i won't leave her. Ur blog was really v harsh. Yes, i admit im more happy wif my Co Frens because they can make me happy but not sad. im not saying u r bad. But if u think like tat i got nth to say. Im not helping anybody, i just saying the fact.

*can u please msg me how r u now?


~*~*Liin9 Paradiise*~*~ 3:33 PM


Monday, May 28, 2007


Advance Accounting CAs is over!
Hais! Flung! Fail. I did really badly!
So many Careless mistake!!!!!!

hais, A OR B or even C is gone.
I think i get an D.
I hate SUPER PROFIT!

~*~*Liin9 Paradiise*~*~ 8:37 PM


Saturday, May 26, 2007


my specs de frame twisted.. spoit liao..
change a new one! cost me $90!
Money fly away just like tat =(

tats my new specs.. i prefer the red one.. =(
2 days to my accounting cas... hais..
hope i can balance for my accounting..
ytd got extra lesson.. wahh..
im so scare of accounting!!!!
i am hardworking ok... doin my work..
but its in a mess!
late night. practice my dizi.. hahahahahaha!!!
cos tired of doin my accounting..
dizi dizi.. i love my dizi..
all the best for my accounting cas...
QU also muz jiayou worx..

~*~*Liin9 Paradiise*~*~ 3:14 PM


Thursday, May 24, 2007


next monday gonna be accounting Cas..
must chiong again..
must practice hard..
must tally and balance..
now goodwill is ok..
still need to practice more..

sinyee had officially quit le.
I msg the members to wish her well.
I even personally msg her to wish her well..
seriously my heart was so sad..
its almost 3 yrs when she joined co..
now.. everything gone. hais.
anyway i respect her decision.

August de performance i must put effort..
wan the new members to practice hard..
tats my goal..
xiao jing.. tks so so much..
tks to jun guang also..
for helping me sooo much..
owe u a meal =)

hey jun guang... tks for ur advising.. after u tell wad should i do.. i really felt better. Yah.. don think so much.. just think the happiness i had.. don care wad they say.. be urself.. i felt so much better after tat...thank alot.. u are a good fren indeed =)

~*~*Liin9 Paradiise*~*~ 8:48 PM


Monday, May 21, 2007


COSTING CAS IS OVER.

WOO!!! FINALLY! dunno whether is correct anot.
but its the same answer wif kengyong..
shldn't be a problem bah...
but theory part.. i don know.. hopefully get good grades.

I NOT HAPPY AS LAST TIME NOW!
Everything changed.
I guess coolster will be separate soon!
Goin to...

i admit i changed.. seriously i am.
i used to care.. bt now im not..
i used to be noisy.. but now im not..
i only be happy wif my co frens and coolster...
Co frens always make me happy...

when u dislikes a person of cos.. u don wan to be them right..!!!!
once i dislike tats it.. everything changeD! don blame me..

ytd finished work at 3p.m..
it was cheng yong last day at banquet..
he will be transfering to another outlet.
Haha.. good la.. at least he don work OT n wears uniform.

after went to find jun guang ...
lol.. he gave me two tickets of his drama..
hainanese drama..
after tat.. went to study costing awhile while walking towards bugis..
waiting for bro joe..

evening.. went to watch the drama..
it was so funny... especially wad jun guang acts..
haha.. it was fun la...
tks for the ticket..

I MISS OL CLASSMATES!

~*~*Liin9 Paradiise*~*~ 11:37 PM


Friday, May 18, 2007



blogger is back to normal. hey frens, im back to blog =)) now its cooling cos of raining. So cool when u're in bed. Woo! next week won't be working. Cos it was daniel birthday. Tis week work. Ahh, really v v bored to go and work. Last week no show, cos its really dun feel like goin to work.
Read Yanling's just now, wad she wrote was its seems the old birds were leaving.. one by one leaving. Well, don be sad la.. slowly u get used to it =) anyway jiayou for ur studies. Hope to c u soon!

Facing those blackies really darn suck. All attitude ppl de.. i mean nt all some of them. Hais, really dun like goin to work. Benjamin goin NS soon. Ahh, after tis week working wif him.. i'll be alone working le. So boring. i miss my previous banquet frens! Terribly miss!
Next monday gonna be my costing. Yet im still blogging, hais, just need to memorize theory can le. But i'll still study, tml not now. LAzy ah. Yengling is always lazy. Tends to do things last min, hai cannot make it. LOL! But accounting cannot play play la.. Must practice real hard. JIAYOU!
Read Sinyee's blog too, i guess she offically back out of music and chinese orchestra. Hais, i feel really really sad! Actually i understand how she feel, without lay tien, she's truly lost in music. But i'll still msg her about coming back to co. Although wad i've read her blog, she wants to withdraw frm co. I really hope she come back. I dun wan Co to go down the drain. New members is tryin hard to learn. We as a senior should work extra harder.. don know anything ask.. don keep it to urself..


meimei and me.. i miss her ...
my dear meimei currently now in China (chengdou) hope she's doin fine wif work. i miss her.. i'm totally lose again. I seems to have no confident in friendship again.. wad can i do?????? Can anyone tell me.. i really dun wish to be wif them... i really wan to back out!!!!!!!!! i wan peace...
i'll work hard for sure. Wif no disturbant and noises.. tks Mr Thomas Koo for ur encouragement. I'll work extra hard. Thanks!

~*~*Liin9 Paradiise*~*~ 10:49 PM


Saturday, May 12, 2007


Tml work again. Hais. Hopefully won't get to be usher.
I hate to be usher. Stupid work.
went to take pay tis morning.
Wah, really v tired. im really sleepy.

got $111. Bank in $100
left $11, spent $10 for mother's day.
A treat to my mum. KFC.
Cos she wants to eat KFC.
A reunion Mother's Day.
I love my family. Muacks.

Manage to balance my accounting.
But the goodwill, i looked at the question.
I was blank.
Dunno wad to do.
Just leave it. Cos can't balance.
Gosh, i need to study hard for my accounting.

my costing. i seems blank too.
Hais, dunno la.
Dunno wad's wrong wif me either.
i muz jiayou!
duno wad to update le....
gtg..

~*~*Liin9 Paradiise*~*~ 9:22 PM




just came back frm Vanessa bbq.
Anyway Happy 19th Birthday to you.
Hope euu like the gift ya!
Im happy and sad.
Happy was able to wif my fellow coolster.
Sad was.... err.. don wish to say it.

Sorry! Really sorry.
The moment i saw euu cry it hurts my heart.
I also don wan to lose euu.
I already lose sharon as my friend.
I know you don wan to lose me just like sharon.
Nv will i say break the friendship.

Finally say out wad i wanna say to her.
She understand how i feel.
Thanks! Really thank you so much.
Love euu deep deep!!!!
Deep in my heart, i really don wan to lose her.

I'll bear wif it. But don ps me.
I don wan to be lonely kaes?

Once again, sorry to hurt euu. I din mean it.

anyway i have a great time wif my beloved coolser.
including joe !!!! wooow!
i love them bits!

~*~*Liin9 Paradiise*~*~ 1:47 AM


Thursday, May 10, 2007


hais, dunno wad's happening wif my com.
Can't even put colour for my wording.
Gosh!!!! i'm still in a moody mood.
i just can't figure out who are they?
Are the good or the bad ones?

Seriously i enjoyed myself wif my co members.
I just love the way i am when im wif them.
Unlike my classmates, i don feel happy at all.
Everything seems to change. Wad shld i do?
Can anyone pls tell me wad i shld do?

I was tired, muscle cramps la.
Ytd p.e lor, maybe becos i haven been exercising.
Tats y have muscle cramps.
But i enjoyed playing floor ball!
although we lost. but it was great.
Just couldn't stand those girls shouting..

Great, i have finished my accounting homework
of goodwill. Its tally. Know how to do le =)
i really wanna study hard.
Don wish to be lazy le. But sometimes i will.

ytd had my practise. Yu Liang lao shi sprain his back.
Couldn't make it to ite for teaching.
Take care lao shi.
We got another new member.
Her name is Xiao Jin. Wanting to learn pipa.
Hmmm, Sin Yee got junior.
Hopefully she don quit co.
Really wish she can continue wif her music.

My time wif my co member was really great.
I love playing music wif them.
It was really great lor!
I even compose a music for jin kai..
haha actually nt compose la..
it just wrote out the notes to him..

HOW WISH MY LIFE WIF CO IS FOREVER!

~*~*Liin9 Paradiise*~*~ 10:12 PM


Tuesday, May 08, 2007


hais, why am i always facing friendship problem.
In times, i really can't take it.
i've been hai hai hai all day long.
i really feel like crying.
No one even cares abt how i feel.
Maybe i just don speak out.

[[don euu feel tat our friendship haf drift apart?]]

i feel very painful nw. hais.
maybe euu think im wrong.
Even since they come in, euu seems to talk more..
i think euu read, euu sure angry.
tats frm the bottom frm my heart..
i need to speak out.

i don like one of them.
One of them very pro the way she speaks.

today watch spiderman..
cool.. cried again..

~*~*Liin9 Paradiise*~*~ 11:19 PM


Monday, May 07, 2007


Im tired...

tml there test on accounting.
hais.. sian..
my stress went up ever since my sch starts.
and my classmate getting noisier too.
how wish my class is peace nt tat noisy.

Recalling wad joe told just now.
Maybe becos of them.. we are drifting apart.
i don know, i don wan to know and bother so much anymore.
im tired already... they have their own topic bah.
Anyway joe, im sorry too cos last time say too much to euu.
Im sorry.. sincerely sorry.

Ytd work usher, fuck.. tks to rajah.
work frm 7a.m to 5p.m.
i saw TANK, the singer..
he's so fucking dao..
dun even say hello..
and just walk pass.. so do the staff of taiwan..

recalling wad yuliang lau shi say..
always mix wif the good ones nt bad ones..
good ones who was to study n nt to make noise.
i think wad he say was right..
i learn alot frm him..
tks so much.. =)

~*~*Liin9 Paradiise*~*~ 9:59 PM


Friday, May 04, 2007


Eddie complaint y i nv update! Hahas! Im just being too lazy to update. Nvm abt tat. Just update lor. Today's accounting lesson.. was great.. I manage to get wad Ms Chan was teaching. Goodwill... trying to catch the ball. Her teaching was v good and detailed. Thanks.

After accounting lesson, went lunch wif joe and Melissa. JUN GUANG put us aeroplane. Expected! tats wad jin kai say.. haha, bt he did meet us for a movie after tat... its a pity tat jin kai can't join us. We went to 200 pounds beauty. Tat movie was NICE and Touching. shed my tears over tat movie..

After movie, went to starbucks to chill.. had a great time wif them.. wowowow! i just enjoy it wif them.. seriously... i love CO frens... !!!! CO RULEX!

Studies to me getting more and more important. I wanna go POLY. I wanna study.. I don wan to be late for lesson, i wanna be a good student but nt a good monitress. =p i don wan ppl to disturb or distract. I need peace to study. Its seem some of my classmate don seems to understand. CLASS was so noisy as ever.

~*~*Liin9 Paradiise*~*~ 10:01 PM


*ME*
School: Nanyang Polytechnic (NYP)
Birthday: 4 July 88
Hometown: Tampines

*Loves*

My Family
Celeste's family
Coolster Buddies
ITE Clique
Sec Sch Clique
Chinese Orchestra Clique
Dizi Yu Liang lao shi
Mr Cho
ITE lecturer and lectureress
Nice ppl frm swissotel
Chinese Orchestra
Sports
Dizi
Piano
My precious MP3
My Handphone

*Wishlist*

Go Poly
Travel round the world
China beijing
Hong Kong
jiangnan, shanghai
taiwan
korea
japan
australia
Slim down
GPA 3
stable job


*Friends*

*~Sec Sch frens*~

Adeline
Gloria
Grace
KengYow
Lih Yap

*~Netball frens*~

Soh Hwee
Tina

*~NYP Frens*~

Alyssa
Ariel
Connie
Gloria
Janath
Jiayin
Wei Jie
YiMei
Zheng Xin

*~华乐*~

Evelyn
ITECO blog
Jessica
Kason
Li Fang
Li Ling
Pei Shan
Sin Kai
Sin Yee
Xin Ni
Yu Hui

*~ITE frens*~

Benjamin
GangYuan
Germaine
Jerome
Melissa
Sharon
Shiyun
Shu Fang
Su Yu
Sze Yee
Xian Hui
Xin Yi
Xue Qi
Wei Hao
Yan Ting

*~Pri Sch Frens*~

Alvina
Joseline
Mei Mei
Tong Ying

*~RCCC*~

Crystal
Jin Hong
Karen
Qian Hui
Stephanie
Wen Yi
Xue Ni
Xue Shi
Yan Ling

*~Metro*~

Jia Hui
Yan Zhen

*~family*~

Willie

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