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Sunday, April 30, 2006


iim so happii today. hahas, iim lookiing forward tu c my coOLster friiens today. anyway Vanessa, hope euu enjoy urself today hor. haha, later miight be meetiing carol at taka cos ii miight go shoppiing alone.. cos ii got moii pay le.. iim gonna buy lots and lots of stuff. letts see hw iit goes today.

haha, guess ii won't be workiing for 2 weeks bah. Gonna sch reopen soon le.. iits just 2 day away. hmmm, oh ya.. ii reject wx le... sorrii to reject u.... LOL... euu understand mii too. well le.. iits better tto bee friiens lor.. haha... everyone was askiing mii y i reject hiim.. the reason iis siimple la.. buutt iim happii he understand. tiis kiind of fren v hard to fiind de.. he's v understandiing. so blessedd to haf hiim by moii siide. =)

haha, iim not prepared for anii relatiionshiip... takes tiime bah.. ii stiil got a long long way to go... i haf moii dreams to fulfiill.. relatiionshiip to mii now.. is nth... i felt beiing siingle is v good... no worriies. euu guyss mayybe tiinking y or miight say beiing in a relatiionshiip is v good.. yah.. ii agreed... u haf a partner to bee there for euu.. for mii.. ii got frens and famiily be there for mii..always and forever.. But i wiill neber prediict wiill happen next iin de future. ii miight nebber noe.. tiis is how ii feltt.

Vanessa, tks for understandiing mii so well.. u dee onlii one who knows how ii felt.. i appreciate tat so much.. haha =)

iits hard for mii to fall for a guy agaiin. iits not easy beiing mii. life iis unprediictable.. haha, no matter wad.. iim stiill the same yengliing. always and forever.. nebber change. so friiends.. free when to fiind mii when u haf problem or wad k? ii giif moii v bestt to help euu. =)

A quote frm Zhutou a.k.a Weii Xiiang

*~[[time has been standing still for mi but a new journey is about to begin!we're given a new life as the season changes, we've reclaimed the strength that we lost,we abandoned our thoughts in this dizzy age and hav forgetten everything, if i could met you when everything is falling apart, i wouldn't be alone so i take my love n affection, face the sky n bury my tears in my heart, we'll be able to meet up again in the darkness deep in the depths in our pain.]]*~

its means those memories tat u haf and wad euu haf love have reclaiim it back. It must be cherish in ur heart and neber forget. Cheriish wad euu haf nw. iif not iits too late. iif one day im gone.. i'll alwayys rmb euu iin my heart and even iif im gone, we'll meet in other world.

*~ im touched and ii almost criied. iits v meaniingful. cheriish wad euu haf nw.. mostly iimportantly iis cheriish ur famiily well. tts hw ii felt*~

~*~*Liin9 Paradiise*~*~ 11:36 AM


Friday, April 28, 2006


just came back frm work. gosh! work till midnight den can go home. just becos the guest still chatting at the switzerland embassy hse. Kns, waste our time man and i tot the function finishes at 9p.m.. wad a disappointment.. i dun expect it end around 11p.m and i guess we haf to work till midnight already.

but nt bad la. i enjoyed working today. we haf lots of fun. especially hafiz. likes to joke all those dity minded diologe session and we haf a great chatting all day long together. haha really enjoyed the moment wif them today at outdoor catering. Sangar and hafiz r jokers man. i dun expect hafiz is tat funny when he comes to work outdoor catering.. but i just hate the way he worked in hse. really can't stand it!

worked 9a.m, nth better to do. But find some stuffs for oc. kenna say by junjie and edmund.. say wad worked OC bo jio. KNs la... they pull mii go wan lor... u think i wan meh.. somemore Ain say i must worked OC ma.. wad can i do sia? Reject their offer ar.. but i nv regret working today.. i i really enjoyed.

haha, the embassor hse was so huge... v big and nice.. got swimming pool somemore.. BUT ..... lots of dead flys in the pool.. tats was aweful man.. after we finished doing the set up.. we slacked almost 4 hrs! my gosh.. and the best thing was Sangar treat us to eat PIZZA! wow.. so nice of him and we haf a great time eating together... sharing jokes and stories among us. Really v happy though is boring.

During the function.. at the starting.. we were told to serve cocktail.. my goodness.. i long time nv serve cocktail le leh... its been weeks since i serve.. my hands were tired man... and we were walking around to stand by or to clear the plates.. but those guest kept standing around and chit chatting.. nv go eat their buffet. aiyo... really v boring.. and took their own sweet time to eat... hais..

hmmmm, tml need to gif answer liao. Hais... v fast hor... i ah ga ah ga.. know wad to give him the answer bah.... hahaha... zhutou.. be prepared hor... i miiss ur chatting these few days when u r on duty... haha cos no one entertain me leh... v bored u know.. hehe... take care of urself k.. see ya tis sat.. if u wanna meet me after work... haha.. got to go now.. SLEEPY liao.. ZZZzzZz -_-"

~*~*Liin9 Paradiise*~*~ 1:24 AM


Wednesday, April 26, 2006


heys heys i'm back already. haha. Hmmm, im so happy tat SuYu finally got into higher nitec. Im so happy for her. So do she. Lets work hard together and strike for gd results. So SuYu.. work hard for ur studies and ur relationship worx. Miss u lots leh. Hope u r fine all day long cos long time nv see u le. Muz take care good care ok? =)

Haha, times travel real fast le. I wanna start sch next week. I told myself, i muz really really study hard and put in more effort. Accounting is not easy subject. Muz really really work hard to strike for my goals! Haha, but first 3 days sure v bored de. Cos orientation. Sianz diao. 9a.m-5p.m sia.. sure bored to death!

Haha, Vanessa's birthday is around the corner. I bet she's hoping to see us and can't wait to celebrate her birthday. Vanessa, hope tis coming sunday u will enjoy urself. We make sure we will sabo u or wad and make tis day of ur birthday as a wonderful memory. We coOLster just hope to make u haf a memorial day on ur birthday. Haha.. Stay happy =)

Ytd work OC at mercedes benz centre. Wah.. the cars really awesome man.. so nice and huge. somemore i worked at level 3 de cars cost abt 1.2million.. haix.. can't take photos la.. cos my hp de camera low grade .. no use liao.. can throw away le. Haha.. but quite fun la.. can joke around...hmmm brain empty liao.. dunno wad to type.. got time den update again..

~*~*Liin9 Paradiise*~*~ 11:43 AM


Sunday, April 23, 2006


hmmm another one more week gonna be sch reopen sch. I felt happy and also boring. Happy ish i can learn something new and not to go work BQ often. I felt tired of working. But bo bian, for the sake fo $$ and to waste time i had to work. Boring ish, my coOLster not the same course as me le. I felt really boring to me. Without their laughter, i really feel really bored. I miss them lots. Really.

ytd went out wif tat sotong (Wei Xiang), haha. i was late. =x he msg me to meet 2p.m at cityhall and i reach there abt 2.20p.m. Haha. I felt v nervous when i was abt to meet him. Maybe its becos i know he likes me tats y i feel tis way. But i told myself no matter wad i haf to face him and treat him as normal fren, normal feelings of frenship.

I did it. I don feel anything or wad. All i know is joke around, try to talk alot as per normal when i chat wif him on msn or on the phone. Haha, he onli knows how to entertain me.. joke around, bully me.. suan me. I felt comfortable being wif him. The feelings is there.

He told me, 'u see, u got things to talk ma, wad for scared?' 'Don think so much can le'. Haha, ask me don think so much, v hard lo. Still think de. Like now. Hais. Im fear of this. I'm trying to conquer tis fear. Haha, im really trying ok. LOL. Haha, went to marina square to buy vanessa gift. Just hope she likes it =)

We went to watch the movie called "Eight Below". Its a v interesting movie. Adventure movie. At the starting i don know wad the movie is abt, until the last part i understand liao. The dogs really survive for months. My goodness. Haha, i haf 6 days to think abt it le. My goodness.. really nervous lo. Same as to him la.

Whatever it is, i muz kan nam dian liao.. cannot kan kai dian.. the days of my answer to him is getting closer and closer. I wonder how am i goin to gif him my answer to him when the time is up? Haha. But the time being.. don think so much. Think wad i shld do right now.

My mum knows and I and wei xiang le. I felt so much better after i told her. She said she don mind i having a boyfriend. But she wans me to concentrate my studies before i start a relationship. She even asked me a embarrasing question: 'u got like him ma'. Wha lao.. really v shy to answer tis question to my mum lor.. My dad also says tat to my mum. Currently my dad doesn't knows abt it.. my mum know can liao. i felt happy. Thanks mum. I love u so much!

~*~*Liin9 Paradiise*~*~ 12:13 PM


Tuesday, April 18, 2006


hai.. today went to Wei Xiang's father funeral. I saw the pain that wei xiang bare.. he really bare the pain.. looking in his eyes.. there is sad and sorrows.. i feel v sad for him lor.. my frens also.. Wei Xiang.. jie ai shun bian bah. Pls do take care of urself. U lost weight le.. Pls be cheerful k.. don forget our coOLster gang will be there for u de.

Carol, Eddie, Vanessa, ShiYun, Yan Ting, Pearl went to send his father farewell at guang min san .. the moment the coffin went in.. i dare not to see.. i cried.. i really cried. I think abt my grandma again. I miss her.. really. May god bless u bah.. to his dad.. rest in peace.

hai.. den today lots of things happened.. Ah loong and Shiyun break up le.. becos of one stupid matter right.. shiyun break up wif him.. aiyo also good la.. If i were ShiYun i also can't take it. Really lo.. see the way he pull ShiYun when they quarrel.. really can't stand it..anyway.. they can be frens is a good thing le.. tats al bah.. no mood to type le..

~*~*Liin9 Paradiise*~*~ 7:56 PM


Wednesday, April 12, 2006


last 2 days worked at 5a.m. Bloody shit lo. Its super early sia. Den under by Praba. Wah seh, for the past 3 days 'ive been under him already and whenever im under him, i had to iron the chair cover! Oh gosh.. tats was the 4th time i've been ironing the chair cover. Hais. I hate to iron man cos i nv iron these stuffs before. Now i learn something new and is: I learn how to iron clothes!

Ytd Belinda was asking me y i broke of wif Edmund. Haha, reason is simple

- he smokes
although he promise he is trying to cuting down but he seems to forgot wad i tell him.

- his attitude
the way he toks realli damn fucking sucks.. hai..

- he is FLIRT
tats wad i heard for Dorcas and its TRUE cos lots of my colleagues said tat!

maybe u guys find it lame la.. but i can't stand it lor and wad i know ytd tat belinda told me tat he already had a girlfriend when he stead me. He even said he wanna married her.. wtf .. bull shit.. and the most funny thing was.. when he stead wif me.. he felt comfortable and even thought of breaking wif her gf which he and her gf stead for 2yrs.

sorry ah.. even if u wanna patch wif me.. i also say NO! to be frank.. the moment i heard he tow time me.. ah.. i felt nothing man.. i dun feel hurt or sad or even heartbroken. Maybe he's not the one for and not worth to be wif me bah. Suyu is right.

Now.. i can say im offically FREE frm BGF relationship cos i just got back my MP3 frm him. And i won't wan to see him anymore. But not free frm WX.. haha tat one ok la... cos i know him QUITE well.. =) and i heard Edmund won't be working BQ anymore le. And i felt HAPPY! and im glad i make the right choice to intial a break up. I dump him. But nvm la.. dump him.. after a few weeks he sure got another girlfren de.. so HACK CARE. not my prb le.

haha.. im glad tat Vanessa broke off wif her stead.. realli lor.. if im her gf.. i also will broke off wif him lor.. he's too much already.. wad he did to vanessa was totally unreasonable and ridicious.. nvm.. u won't be left on the shelf de.. cos still me, carol acc u de.. i always be there for u when u need ya .. rmb ar.. take care lots.. do miss me worx.. haha

i may sounds bad but i'm sure Vanessa, Wei Xiang, Carol and SuYu will agreed wif me de. Right? haha.. i don know.. hees.. btw im still me okay.. im not tat kind of person who got stead le don wan fren le hor.. Frens and Family will always be the first to be in my heart. Always and forever.

haha.. lets don talk abt relationship le la.. haha today got up early man.. cos got practise ma.. den hor.. aiyo.. my teacher hor.. 11.45a.m den came to fetch us to his hse cos he got something on ma.. and today de practise we learn something new lor.. which is quite challenging.. haha.. den after practiise le.. my teacher brought us to go upper thomson road eat the famous Roti Prata.. hey.. its really crispy and nice man.. its was a treat frm my teacher.. haha.. thanks ar..

haha.. i just got my pay $198.. tats alot already.. hmmmm.. im feeling so bless now.. yeah =) btw... thanks to Suyu, carol, vanessa n xinhui..... tks for being there 4 me.. love ya lots..

~*~*Liin9 Paradiise*~*~ 7:29 PM


Sunday, April 09, 2006


today kenna morning call by someone.. aiyo.. i put my alarm clock at 5.25a.m and he called me 5 mins earlier. my godness. thought i can slp another 5 more mins. He told mi tat once he promise he will call mi, he will do it de. haha. anyway.. im not zhu tat i won't wake up to go work la. Thanks for ur MORNING call!

hmmm today work at padang. Haha, i was under Praba sia. My god.. u know wad is our assignment? Our assignment is to iron all the chair covers at colleyer! aiyo.. my god! ask me to iron things v hard sia! Den i iron until 3p.m. frm 7a.m iron until 3p.m.. power sia! Today im so fuck up wif someone. Kna, he told he will returned me my mp3 de.. in the end i wait for him for almost 1 hr he dun turn up. FUCK la.. really burst out my anger..

Yesterday and today dunno wad happened sia.. kept on msg WX.. frm morning msg till evening la.. den ytd frm afternoon till night until we slp la. Aiyo.. wad on earth happened to me sia. I really don know wad's going. Yah.. i admit both of us haf feelings to each other .. but hor.. if i really go steady wif him right... i really scared tat i got nth to talk to him.. tis is just a fear to me.

i promise u i will give u my answer before Vanessa birthday but its either positive or negative answer.. u muz haf self prepare lor.. though i haf feelings for u but tat doesn't mean i will be wif u becos of some reasons. Err.. seriously in my heart.. i really likes to chat wif u.. but i don know wad will happened if i see u on 23 april.. will tat be the same like i chat wif u on the phone? i realli don know seh! Seriously! Haix.. maybe i think too much liao bah!

~*~*Liin9 Paradiise*~*~ 9:50 PM


Thursday, April 06, 2006


hey yoz! im back. Well, these few days im very busy wif my work. Im so tired these 2 days! i've been working 5a.m these 2 days. My god! Actually ytd dun wanna work at 5a.m de but angie kept asking me to work work work. den i bo bian.. i agreed to work lor at the same time bring along my dizi along to work. Hais. i was v v tired. eyes were black like panda eyes! haiyo.. realli lo.. den i thought ytd finish work at 12p.m.. dunno y.. dickson release us at 10.30a.m.. kns.. i had to go home again. my god!

oh yes! My grade 3 de dizi i passed! but my tempo is horrible. don worry i will try hard! No matter wad i will try harder de! I still have a long to go to upgrade my music! Haha! But hor ytd got learn new tone leh budden i had to go off early cos i had to go pray my ancestor ma who is my ah gong and ah ma!

Hai.. its was a v hot day for me. I persire alot man. Kns.. really damn hot and tired. My eyes were v sleepy. Haha.. den go pray my ah gong and ah ma.. go their monstary to pray lo. I saw my ah ma i nearly cried.. i miss her.. she had passed away for 10 yrs already. Time passes real fast. Den after tat went to pray my great grandmother. My god, she had been passed away for years and tis was the first i pray to her.

I was v tired sia..den go home le.. chat wif WX awhile.. haha.. he accompany me to chat ma.. these few days he kept chatting wif me. Haha.. i really v glad to haf him by my side. He's the pnly person who understand me v well. Thank you lots! May god bless u!

Wah, den today worked 5a.m. I was super tired, my legs were super painful lo. Aiyo.. but ok la.. not tiring lor.. but i kenna usher sia. Bloody hell.. v sianz de leh.. stand there for an hr man. Just imagine the times flies.. its was really damn slow when u work as usher!

Finished work at 1p.m.. i thought go home early can rest and haf a nap man.. wtf i had to take of baby ryan until 3p.m.. my god.. my eyes were v tired already man... totally! Lucky la.. can s;p for 1 hr den go parkway walk walk wif my mother cos today got dinner wif my relatives. My auntie de son was one month ma.. so go there eat lor. Eat until super full sia.

Haha! Yeah.. tis sat nv work le.. cos find replacement liao. So happy! Den can rest liao. Slp more le! Suyu: thanks for being my side. I'm okay liao. Maybe he's not the guy for me lo. But after all i and him still friends la.

Haiz.. im still in a confused mode! DiaoZ! Can someone tell me wad should i do? should i followed my heart?

~*~*Liin9 Paradiise*~*~ 9:48 PM


Monday, April 03, 2006


hai, its over between i and him le. im sorry. i dun mean to hurt u. But there's something miss out which the communication between you and i. im happy to be wif u for the past few days. Thanks for ur love and concern. Pls do take care of ur leg. =)

I initial a break up frm him. I find something not right between i and him lo. wad SuYu had tell me maybe is right bah. Den tat WeiXiang also. Hai.. bloody kuku.. he told me he likes me. Wah lao.. i break up wif him not becos of WX okay. Maybe is becos the attitude he gave me ytd was like FUCK! i was sad. I told WX abt it. Btw WX, u fall in love wif me at the wrong timing.

today went to pay my sch fees wif Gabriel. haha.. Stephanie came along. Haha, she kenna pull by Gabriel to come to my sch to pay sch fees. Poor thing sia! haha den, while waiting for our quene, i saw Lijie they all. LOL, i miss them lots. SO happy to sEe them!

Haha, by the way.. SUYU im okay liao. I think i've made the right decision bah. Thanks for Being my Side. Thanks Vanessa also. I love you girls!

~*~*Liin9 Paradiise*~*~ 5:46 PM


Sunday, April 02, 2006


wah, yesterday worked at Raffles Ballroom. Kns, Manor put me to serve 3 VIPs tables. My god.. i was like .. DIAOZ! And while serving.. i really got no time to help my food server to serve the guest. But im glad tat i served the drink well to the guest.

hmmm, my dear injured his leg. Oh god.. he told me its was very painful cos he twist his leg 360 degrees while playing basketball. Aiyo.. heart pain sia. I don know how to express my feelings i really care for him cos in my life, i nv do tat cos it nv happened to me unless is my parents or relative la.. i will do tat.. but for stead.. i really don know how.. i just hope he is fine lor.. cos now he at hospital see doctor.

I told WX abt it and he replied me say tat dunno is real anot.. haha.. i know he care for me la.. but WX don worry k.. i muz trust him de.. tks for ur care and concern. FRENZ 4EvA =)

today went out wif Vanessa. Haha, we had our girls talk and we shared lots of personal things together. Haha.. den after we went to take neoprint. Wow, today dunno wad happened.. all the pics we took were well taken and nice. But the time we decorate were very fast and we got no time to decorate. *sigh*

Haha.. we went to Isetan.. i bought a new shoe for my work de.. ok la.. quite nice lor.. haha finally can find wad i wanna wear for my work le.

~*~*Liin9 Paradiise*~*~ 4:58 PM


*ME*




School: Nanyang Polytechnic (NYP)
Birthday: 4 July 88
Hometown: Tampines

*Loves*

My Family
Celeste's family
Coolster Buddies
ITE Clique
Sec Sch Clique
Chinese Orchestra Clique
Dizi Yu Liang lao shi
Mr Cho
ITE lecturer and lectureress
Nice ppl frm swissotel
Chinese Orchestra
Sports
Dizi
Piano
My precious MP3
My Handphone

*Wishlist*

Go Poly
Travel round the world
China beijing
Hong Kong
jiangnan, shanghai
taiwan
korea
japan
australia
Slim down
GPA 3
stable job


*Friends*

*~Sec Sch frens*~

Adeline
Gloria
Grace
KengYow
Lih Yap

*~Netball frens*~

Soh Hwee
Tina

*~NYP Frens*~

Alyssa
Ariel
Connie
Gloria
Janath
Jiayin
Wei Jie
YiMei
Zheng Xin

*~华乐*~

Evelyn
ITECO blog
Jessica
Kason
Li Fang
Li Ling
Pei Shan
Sin Kai
Sin Yee
Xin Ni
Yu Hui

*~ITE frens*~

Benjamin
GangYuan
Germaine
Jerome
Melissa
Sharon
Shiyun
Shu Fang
Su Yu
Sze Yee
Xian Hui
Xin Yi
Xue Qi
Wei Hao
Yan Ting

*~Pri Sch Frens*~

Alvina
Joseline
Mei Mei
Tong Ying

*~RCCC*~

Crystal
Jin Hong
Karen
Qian Hui
Stephanie
Wen Yi
Xue Ni
Xue Shi
Yan Ling

*~Metro*~

Jia Hui
Yan Zhen

*~family*~

Willie

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