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Thursday, November 30, 2006


=))
Love this pic..

smile =))


Melissa and Mi at Vivo =))



nice?

today had my depreciation and disposal test.
The moment i looked at it.
Die.. my brain was empty.
Im lost. =((

Sharon and Suyu also don know how to do.
But i saw Suyu.. She was so stressed.
Haix.. it hurts to see her like tat. She
cried and i don know hw to console her.
She must stressed abt her tkd,
sch work and Daniel de stuff.

Both of euu most control ur temper. Especially Suyu ah. Sometimes ur temper really can make ppl piss off. Just like ytd. Suyu im sorry to say tat.. Wad im saying was the fact. Hope euu don mind. Seriously. I also have it but try to control kaes. Its for ur own good. =)) I dun wan to see u and daniel like tat .. really sad lor.. kaes?? =)) pls cheer up.. =))

During BCM lesson, we had our spelling.
Its like a grp work.
Guessing how to spell.
Our grp gt first. hahas. Cheat lor. =x
Oops... Btw tks for the chocolate Mr chong =))

Break time.. Accompanied Suyu until 3p.m
At the meantime read newspaper.
Hais.. lots of things happened.

A 3 mth old cute little baby passed away.
because it suddenly can't breath. and nose was
bleeding at the same time.
Reading the newspaper.. i was so so sad..
Felt like crying. Y must let the baby died?
It was so sad... really.. now cry liao..
cos i find it not fair. Really.

Another thing.. my mum just told mi..
in USA. GOt one mother put the baby in the oven
to let the baby died. GOSH.. the baby died in the hospital.
Y is there cruel ppl in the world.. where are their 良心？
They don have heart it it? It was soo sad..

Went Vivocity wif Melissa to watch movie..
At the same time bump into Gabriel when boarding the bus.
Has, sad.. he can't go back to BQ work. He seems don care as
he said working in PDR was not bad.. Flexible and slack.h
aha.. he enjoyed it can liao.. anyway tk care. =)

We watch the movie called.. "DECK THE HALL"
Haha, the movie super nice and funny lor..
it was so funny.. i laughed out loud. =))
I lurve it! =))

Enjoyed it.. Melissa ..
tks for the hotdogs and nachos.
my treat.. i promise.. tks =))

Now listening the song called.. From tis moment. =))
I love the song 美丽神话．
感动！很有意思．


Suddenly miss the feeling of missing him.
Anyway its over. No point look back.
Its stupid..












~*~*Liin9 Paradiise*~*~ 11:27 PM


Tuesday, November 28, 2006


Personal Taxation CA 1 was over.
Gone. I did badly.
Especially the assessable income.
I started to stress.

I pity Suyu.
Looking so down wif saddness.
I don know wad to say.
Felt like helping her but i can't.
It hurts to see her like tat.

Suyu.. 你一定要坚强。加油！
不管什么事，我们会支持你的！
不要放弃。你可以做得到！

After sch, went to CS.
Went to Long John as Suyu was dead hungry.
Den Sharon and Melissa darling come le.

Has, went shopping.
I had fun though i felt restless.
Cherish them lots!

我好开心有你们在我身边。爱死你们了！
要好好地珍惜。

~*~*Liin9 Paradiise*~*~ 9:12 PM


Monday, November 27, 2006


my whole body aches. Especially my hands.
Cramp like hell. Tks to Rajah lor..
asking mi to stay until 11p.m to serve wedding.

Wah its my nightmare..
work 7a.m and was asked to do setting
for the next 3 hrs before the lunch starts.
Half of the ballroom was not set.

103 tables. 5 vips and VVIP.
Diaoz. Sian lor.. was told to serve VIP.
Heng ah nv serve VVIP.
Serving VIP was stress..
Know y? Suddenly just asked to serve
without rollcall.. sux lor..

Den middle of the function screw up..
everything not done..
2 to 3 tables leh.. not 1 to 1 lor.

Den Rajah asked to stay..
kaoz.. cannot reject..
bobian owe ivy le..
cos evertime she asked to work
i always reject. Haha..
its payback time.

Serve Vip table. Lucky is 1 table.
Its a VVIP function lor.
Cos got JENNY CHUA..
Ex raffles holding..
Now she's the chairperson of raffles hotel.

It was so stress lor..
Ask her drink cannot say don have if she request.
Really very high class.
Shar was stress too.

My VIP servers.. Yan Ling and Tong Tong..
but after awhile tong tong was told to do
1 to 3 tables.. so pathetic.
Den Yan Ling came to take over..
Overall alright.. not really experience yet..
Haha.. need to learn more ah. =)) jiayou!!

My legs hurts.. really..
cos during lunch..
i kept running here and there
to pick up food..
Stress and tired..

in the middle was function
my leg suddenly cramp..
Sorry Yan Ling.. can't help euu much..
cos my leg really hurts..

Ah.. finally Rajah promise to release mi and dawn.

我很累。我的脚很痛。=（
好累啊！

~*~*Liin9 Paradiise*~*~ 9:02 PM


Saturday, November 25, 2006


i miss Netball.
Suddenly felt it.
And i realised its been so long even since i touched it.

我想念你啊！Netball...
我几时可以玩？

Dizi lesson was cancelled due to liling
was having so many test nxt week.
Haha also good ah.
Nxt tue gonna be my personal tax test.
must 加油了！

Ytd after sch went expo wif elephant (shiyun).
it was packed wif ppl.
GOSH! 真的好多人来买化妆品！
Bloody hell. So crowded.

Ask Suyu to reserve some for us.
Tks worx. Tat daniel ah say mi sia..
say " 你有化妆的啊？" wah... diao.
Of cos i do.. i only do tat when i work.

I wanna see Adidas sales
budden worst still..
too crowded.
Hais.. tink sun go better.
Just wanna go and see..

After tat went to my grandma hse.
Im tired.. really.. den went to take pay.
$75 not much la..

tats all le.. さよなら！

ともだち！[[tomodati]] friendships!

~*~*Liin9 Paradiise*~*~ 10:22 AM


Thursday, November 23, 2006



Just finished listen Westlife's new album.
Ah.. not really nice cos they sang the old songs
tat the olden days had been sang.
onli 2-3 songs were new de.
And its all love songs.

But i will still buy. Cos they are my favourite band =))
The one and only favourite. Love them lots.
Now currently changed my blog de songs.
Its was sang by westlife "Don say its too late"
Great song! Lurrve it =))

Don't Say Its Too Late - Westlife

It doesn't take much to learn
when the bridges that you burn
Leave you stranded feeling alone
It doesn't take much to cry
when you're living in a lie
And deceiving that someone who cares
If I could turn back the time
I would put you first in my life

And I would risk it all for you
to prove my love is true
I'll build a wall around my heart
that would only break a part for you
Can change the way I feel
so tell me what's the deal
Don't say
Don't say it's too late

And now
The hills are getting hard to climb
I'm runnin' out of time
My decisions are pending on you
And I will accept the blame
for burnin' out the flame
Hoping the story will twist once again
If I could turn back the time
I would put you first in my life

And I would risk it all for you
to prove my love is true
I'll build a wall around my heart
that would only break a part for you
Can change the way I feel
so tell me what's the deal
Don't say
Don't say it's too late

Now I'm
Layin' it all on the line
For you

And I would risk it all for you
to prove my love is true
I'll build a wall around my heart
that would only break a part for you
Can change the way I feel
so tell me what's the deal
Don't say
Don't say it's too late

~*~*Liin9 Paradiise*~*~ 6:22 PM


Wednesday, November 22, 2006


ytd quarrel wif my mum..
i show qttitude to her..
And she got pissed off.
She threw the plates to mi.

I know im in the wrong.
I just kept quiet.
Dun noe wad to say.
Dun wanna hear her nag.
Im sorry. Seriously. im sorry.

She bought mi the hair straightener.
I was shocked n felt guilty.
Cried while on the bed.
Really guilty. Im sorry MUM. Dui bu qi.

Sorry... really sorry. Don wan to see u angry.
Its hurts.. really.. Hais.. crying now....

Today got Accounting CA.
Alright. Got tally but MCQ SUX.
Totally SUX.

Sux lor, our malaysia trip for performance..
is CANCELLED!
Wad the hell.. tks ot MR CHEW lor..
nv gave us proper answer to mr cho.

I heard next yr we got 3 performance.
Wah.. so many sia..
Scarely.. cos our orchestra not tat good.
And somemore super small.. not even 10!
Hais.. sad la..

Now dun wana tok le.. Tired liao..
Have to chiong for PTX.

Once im sorry again.. ilu mum =))

~*~*Liin9 Paradiise*~*~ 11:07 PM


Monday, November 20, 2006


FINALLY! my BCM oral presentation is OVER!
Hurray! No worries n now gonna do well for IAC
and also Personal Tax. Must Chiong study liao..
Haha... especially personal tax.

Wah, my presentation was quite alright.
Although i felt very very nervous.
Seriously i am nervous. =((
Darling.. no matter well, to mi euu did well =))

Tis wed gonna had my accounting CAs.
Ah.. quite alright.. know the concept.
But still need to practise more =))

19.11.06

NAREN.... nv sat a gd example as a Teamleader.
Really lor.. from 7a.m to 3p.m. He did NTH.
Its not fair.. really.. all he know was sit at the table
and chit chat.. wtf... team leader so wad..
doesn't need euu don do anything.

Really damn piss off... its only 5 of us doing setting.
Euu think wedding dinner ah..
Even the attach team leader and anthony help up.
Euu leh? Oonly knw how to order us do this do tat.
Sux lor..

Blacks really sux.. i mean some.. some of them..
hais.. wad are they so freaking lazy.. idiot man..

TODAY'S WORK WAS SUX!

~*~*Liin9 Paradiise*~*~ 10:37 PM


Saturday, November 18, 2006


[[moii darliing suyu n mi]]
my throat hurts.
Den my darling sharon scold mi =((
say becos i nv took care of myself.
It just sorethroat.
And don worry i will take care of myself.
i promise.
Thanks to Suyu lor.. ask joe to msg sharon.
Well, i just don like to consult a doctor.
its a waste of money n time.
anyway its just minor thingy.
During late afternoon went to meet Hui Ming (yulianto)
at harbourfront.. we went to Vivocity.
has, so long nv see him le..
glad to know tat he was fine. =))
he's one of my X-celis frens.
But sad.. most of my x-celis left already.
Well, we went to watch the movie "Material Girls"
it was a great movie featuring Hilary Duff n her sis.
It was funny and nice.. Has =))
Heys! Huiming, tks for treat!!!
Next time its my turn to treat! i promise.
Heys.. i realise tat during night time at vivo was great.
Love the breeze.. hahas, had a great time chatting wif him.
We left at 10.30p.m.. it was quite late already.
Anyway i enjoyed.. =))
take care worx.. =))

~*~*Liin9 Paradiise*~*~ 11:57 AM


Wednesday, November 15, 2006



im back and really back. =))
today's event.. wah.. ishh SCHOOL OF BUSINESS DAY
well, i really dun thought of goin but wad to do?
Im the CLASS CHAIRPERSON after all.

ah... first lesson went for personal taxation lesson.
well, quite alright.. chapter 6 was fine =))
but its 2 hrs lecture. ahhh, damn it.

During BCM lesson, onli 14 student attended.
Oh my goodness, its quite sad..
becos most of them doesn't wan to attend the event.

Thank god my grp and my darling's grp attend.
9 person attend the event.
Well, its was boring. They some sort like playing games..
ah... tats bored.. really.


Btw, im fine le. Im back again.=))
but don ask mi y abt the incident...
i'll find euu irritating if euu ask mi..
sorry but i had to.. i don wan ppl to k-po..

anyway tks to all my frens who care for mi..
thank you..

A BRAND NEW ME AHEAD =))

~*~*Liin9 Paradiise*~*~ 6:44 PM


Monday, November 13, 2006



im back... =)

has, im quite alright now..
its just tat whenever i recall those hurt msg he sent..
the hurt was there, the hatred was there.
sorry.. i broke down again.

well, i had fun today.
First was P.E lesson n we played FloorBall.
Actually didn't realli like the game..
becos we don know anything abt the game
and we just played like tat wif the sport management ppl.

These ppl were skillful, the teamspirit was gd.
And it was Kelvin's class.
Well, sorry to hurt yr hand. I dun mean it.
Anyway its a good game although we lost.

Mr chong was away frm overseas.
Ah, had our practises for memorandum.
Well, everything went alright.
Im just afraid for my presentation.
My worst nightmare and HATE IT!

After BCM, Sharon Darling and Suyu went shopping
wif me!!! YEah!! I had fun..
although it just a small shopping..
i feeling great.. i bought a tube.. black one. cool huh =)

I HAD FUN TODAY WIF MY DARLINGS!

12.11.06

The outing was postpone. Sorry guys, dun mean it.
As you know, im down currently. Everything not right.
Went Orchard wif my mum together wif her fren.

Nth much just went there for shopping.
Has, shop awhile.. my legs can't take it.
And i started to feel giddy.
Gosh, its been a week. hate it.

Reached at 7p.m. Wanna watch my favourite show..
NET DECEPTION =)
i love the show. So interesting and touching.
Almost cried.

Meimei called n tell sumthing.
Eeling went to add Eddie..
without asking my permission.
Pls la, he's my fren don cum and disturb them.

Euu had a boyfriend yet euu still say those
unreasonable and disgusted words to eddie..
Who are euu man? What the hell euu wan?
Y are so desperate for guys? U nv changed at all.

Nvm abt tat.. we conference together wif eddie..
has.. lots of stuffs to chat.. my moods getting better..
all tks to eddie..
euu are so nice to be bullied =)

Anyway... i had fun today... Nice chatting =)
mood getting better.. =)

Warning!

STAY AWAY FRM GAN EE LING!
SHE IS DESPERATE FOR GUYS!

BEWARE OF HER "CUTELIST" was her frenster nice.
zita_gan@hotmail.com was her msn.. stay away frm her.

~*~*Liin9 Paradiise*~*~ 9:44 PM


Friday, November 10, 2006


i may not be the one who get hurts easily.
But once it was hurt deeply...
tats it.. Gone...

im dead for a moment.
my soul isn't there...
once there's a cut in my heart...
the wound is there..

it needs time to heal...

My darlings..especially Sharon and Della

Don cry becos of mi... im alright... =) dun wanna see euu like tat... =) im glad tu have euu all by my side.. xie xie ni men.. i'll be back de..

~*~*Liin9 Paradiise*~*~ 5:05 PM


Wednesday, November 08, 2006


my soul is dead...
may need time to come back..

to all my frens who concern abt me..

im sorry.. i really need time.. although in sch i maybe normal.. but still .. the cut is there.. deeply down and hurt.. sorry..

as for euu...

i still hate euu...
and sumtimes i felt pity for euu..
but the hurt euu gave me can't forgive euu..

MELISSA, SUYU n SHARON

i need time to calm down.. let my soul be back alive.. once again im sorry..

~*~*Liin9 Paradiise*~*~ 10:15 PM


Monday, November 06, 2006


im deeply down... its a big blow...

firstly.. sharon darling tagged n said "dun care abt mi le"
the first reaction was ... my heart hurts...
i burst out in tears..

i was angry, sad.. hurt..
but after wad suyu had told mi.. i felt im abit harsh...

Sharon ...
im sorry.. really sorry... maybe as wad euu said.. we need time to calm down... but no matter wad.. euu are always my darling... truefully in my heart..

another thing..

I seems to lost a god bro for life..
i felt hatred.. hate... sad... hurt..
a very big blow in my life..

WHY!

the words euu said.. "euu think i care"?
tears was rolling down ...

my god bro say tat to me...
he said.. i have brought the pain to him!

wad did i do? seriously i don know.. is my words harsh?
y nv tell mi.. y!

Do you think euu got the only one euu got hurt?
Euu think the whole WORLD euu are the only one who is pathetic?
PLS! Wake up ur fucking mind.. Not only euu!

Wad euu said was wrong.. euu are thinking too much!
euu think euu have enough of critisizing by ppl!
r euu the only one?.. Im sorry U R NOT! NOT ONLY EUU!

EUU THINK EUU ARE ONLY ONE WHO IS WEAKER DEN OTHERS?
U R WRONG! TRUEFULLY WRONG.

EUU R A MAN YET EUU THINK U R NOT..
SUM OF MY FRENS SAID BAD THINGS ABT EUU..
BUT I TOLD THEM EUU R NOT BAD..

WAD DID I GET? THE ATTITUDE TOWARDS US!
FUCK EUU.. EUU HURTS US!

EUU THINK EUU ARE THE ONLY ONE WHO GOT HURT?

I ALWAYS TELL MY FRENS.. ALTHOUGH EUU LOOK WEIRD..
BUT IN OUR HEART EUU R NICE AND CARING TOWARDS OTHERS!

IS TAT HOW EUU TREAT US...

IS TAT NOT URSELF TAT EUU GIVE UR FUCKING ATTITUDE TOWARDS US?

ANSWER MI TRUEFULLY?

ITS NOT NO ONE WHO CAN'T HELP EUU..
IS EUU DON KNOW HOW PPL WAN TO HELP EUU...
EUU NV KNOW..

EUU NV THINK..
ALL U THINK IS TAT NO ONE CAN HELP EUU..
EUU THINK NO ONE CAN UNDERSTAND EUU?..

IT WAS EUU WHO DON UNDERSTAND URSELF!..

ITS JUST UR IMAGINATION!

Suyu and I had been trying to confort euu.. helping euu.. in the end.. this was the attitude euu gave us.. why euu! euu make mi hate euu which hurts mi deeply... all the effort we had done for euu is gone.. wasteless...

we wan euu to be happy.. like ur 18 birthday.. in the end? Wad euu had done to us? Euu tell mi.. wad had euu done to us? EUU TELL MI!

~*~*Liin9 Paradiise*~*~ 9:27 PM


Sunday, November 05, 2006


SAD AND HURT..

i FEEL so SAD n HELPLESS!!!

~*~*Liin9 Paradiise*~*~ 10:27 PM


Saturday, November 04, 2006


again.. today went to shi mu's hse today at woodlands..
has, tis time im not late and its quite convenient for mi oso.
becos all i need was just take bus 168 to woodlands.

liling was late. has, nvm.. xi guan le. keke.
hais, today disappoint yu liang lao shi again..
becos nv blow well. Hais, my stupid g major la..
the fingering sux lor.. i hate 4 key!!!!

after tat, shi mu came in and chit chat wif us.
its nice chatting wif her..
and she also advise mi to go poly and work wif her..
plus she oso said tat.. their company will sponser us..
to study private degree for accountancy..

gees.. tks for ur help.. i'll think abt.. im just pretty scared!
becos whether i can make it to poly is a problem..
no matter wad i will just try.. and also for my dizi... *winks*

arh!!! tml working.. tata.. ZzzZZZzZz

~*~*Liin9 Paradiise*~*~ 6:53 PM


Friday, November 03, 2006


back to update..

SORRY my TWO DARLINGS..
wanna know y? becos they are nagging at me..
WHY i nv update my blog... gosh.. hahas

im just being lazy and dunno wad to update.
sorry darlings.. i nw update kaes..

hahas, guess they will say..
"muz nag at euu den euu update"..
confirm wad.. know wad they were thinkin abt.

well.. Intermediate Accounting.. SO FAR SO GOOD
but i felt abit stressful and tired.. tks to PTX..
a suffering module.. monotonest..

guess had to chiong study liao..
less work.. haiz.. no $$$
sunday working.. dunno can go off early..
heard suyu say its a big function during nitex..

SIANZ!

suyu.. hope euu are alright.. ytd saw euu cry .. really hurts.. looking at my best fren crying and can't do anything really very hurt euu know.. lucky i hug euu up.. and hope euu are doing fine and euu must jiayou for IVP worx.. i'll be there i promise..

sharon.. hope euu are doin fine.. pls pls pls take good care of urself kaes? Can? Promise? dunn wan see euu so weak and stress.. it hurts euu know? im feeling helpless tt i can't help euu anything.. all i can say is to take care! =)

MY DEAR SPECS WENT FOR SERVICE! NOW WEARIN CONTACTS LENS!

SUCKS...

I MISS MY SPECS! =(

~*~*Liin9 Paradiise*~*~ 11:29 PM


*ME*
School: Nanyang Polytechnic (NYP)
Birthday: 4 July 88
Hometown: Tampines

*Loves*

My Family
Celeste's family
Coolster Buddies
ITE Clique
Sec Sch Clique
Chinese Orchestra Clique
Dizi Yu Liang lao shi
Mr Cho
ITE lecturer and lectureress
Nice ppl frm swissotel
Chinese Orchestra
Sports
Dizi
Piano
My precious MP3
My Handphone

*Wishlist*

Go Poly
Travel round the world
China beijing
Hong Kong
jiangnan, shanghai
taiwan
korea
japan
australia
Slim down
GPA 3
stable job


*Friends*

*~Sec Sch frens*~

Adeline
Gloria
Grace
KengYow
Lih Yap

*~Netball frens*~

Soh Hwee
Tina

*~NYP Frens*~

Alyssa
Ariel
Connie
Gloria
Janath
Jiayin
Wei Jie
YiMei
Zheng Xin

*~华乐*~

Evelyn
ITECO blog
Jessica
Kason
Li Fang
Li Ling
Pei Shan
Sin Kai
Sin Yee
Xin Ni
Yu Hui

*~ITE frens*~

Benjamin
GangYuan
Germaine
Jerome
Melissa
Sharon
Shiyun
Shu Fang
Su Yu
Sze Yee
Xian Hui
Xin Yi
Xue Qi
Wei Hao
Yan Ting

*~Pri Sch Frens*~

Alvina
Joseline
Mei Mei
Tong Ying

*~RCCC*~

Crystal
Jin Hong
Karen
Qian Hui
Stephanie
Wen Yi
Xue Ni
Xue Shi
Yan Ling

*~Metro*~

Jia Hui
Yan Zhen

*~family*~

Willie

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