Sunday, November 30, 2008
i kinda feeling so scared.
not a good feeling afterall.
if you treat this day as v important.
why you left tis morning.
and meet me later?
i tot i will have lots of time spend wif u.
but you choose to be so loyal wif ur fren.
and left the chalet tis morning.
if i've know tis earlier.
we might as well don meet.
let u rest bah.
afterall even if we meet..
ur face will be v tired.
and not a happy face.
wad's the point of meetin?
he seems cold to me..
maybe he tired?
or am i thinking too much?
but words expressed.
the way he msg.
we'll see abt tt when we meet up later on.
i guess both of us will be unhappy.
Friday, November 28, 2008
hair cut =)
fringe damn short =(
looked retarded and nerd.
wad the hell!
but feel so much better after a hair cut.
oh yes, ICA for access is over.
the paper was alright.
it just that i don't the crosstab thingy and the dates required.
overall, ok. and confident to PASS!
im left wif Accounting ICA.
3 projects in row.
sianx sianx sianx.
5 more days.. bf is goin NS! =(
i'll miss him badly for sure!
yesh, he replied.
im meeting bf on sunday! =)
hope he don puts me aeroplane.
i have loads of words to say to you!
i love you!
Thursday, November 27, 2008
im left wif 2 ICAs and 2 more projects.
ahhh! after 3 dec, im relieved!
and 3 dec is dear goin to NS le.
i dun wan to look forward so soon.
i wan to accompany him more.
but sometimes he just too busy.
wad can i do then?
maybe its becos im deeply in love wif him.
it dun makes me freak off.
and and i also dunno will he be meeting me..
to celebrate our advance anniversary ma?
im waiting for the day.
Have or don't haf... i shall not do anything.
let fate to decide ba.
no matter wad, im mentally prepared..
even for the worst.
just to tell u something, i nv regret being wif you.
even maybe will get negative.
Tuesday, November 25, 2008
update (:
gonna have my macroeconomics ICA...
in less than 24 hours.
says good luck to me den.
and good luck to my classmates.
jiayou BM 0806 (:
meet tongying after sch.
went to coffee bean to chill.
had a nice chat wif her.
hahaha..
it seems like, i have lots of friends.
tat i can actually tok wif.
especially pri sch peeps.
wow!
yawn~ goin to sleep soon.
dun feel like studying.
lingg wanna zzz liao.
shall study later.
nitex. muacks.
yesh, im meeting bf on wed (:
Monday, November 24, 2008
ytd meet up wif jerome for self revision.
studied marco le, today need to study again.
done all tutorials in a row.
but stats, i have no idea how to do.
its killing me. topic b sux.
dinner wif jerome and eugene.
had some chit chat on yellow.
you guys shld know i mean.
but its funny lah.
jose came to my hse.
after watching the 45 anniversary gala show..
we had a chit chat session at car park.
its so cooling at night (:
can bring dear there.. :D
everytime i had a chat wif jose..
always have the urge to stay.
dun wish to go home. (:
8 days left, dear goin NS.
seriously i feeling down :(
i miss you! i love you! i want you by my side so badly!
Saturday, November 22, 2008
backed frm cousin's wedding
before heading for their wedding dinner,
went for their church wedding ceremony.
hahaha, it was fun lah..
cos my cousin vowed the wrong word by saying "being my husband"
everyone in the church laughed.
and it was touching can, when my cousin said a thanksgiving speech..
to my aunt and uncle. nearly cried out.
he's good son to follow (:
my aunts says im fat ):
guess i really need to slim down le...
hehehehe!
back home..
online... chat wif cousin jing jing and bestie..
get myself prepared...
head to the regent hotel for cousin's wedding dinner.
the service is damn good can..
v honest and cute (:
my dad give the waiter a red packet for excellent service (:
overall, i enjoyed myself there (:
pics taken, enjoy (:
it's cousin's wedding today.
heading to their church later.
ytd meet up wif dear (:
dating time (:
as usual, he was late.
but nvm, im used to it already.
now, my patience of waiting has went down.
no more frustration duh..
before meeting dear,
had Q & A question.
haix, she gave me a difficult question.
nvm, i dun really bother abt it.
at most, i'll study well for access.
had lunch wif my clique (:
exception of jiahong, ariel n janath =(
but i enjoyed myself wif them at koufu.
we chat real long can. love it (:
yah, meet up wif dear le.
we caught the movie "Beverly Hills Chi Hua Hua"
it's a nice movie can. worth watching.
i love e chi hua hua, it reminds me of my grandpa's dogs =(
but it died more den 10 yrs again.
now, recalling back.. i miss them
dinner at marina square food court.
there's sesame street show in the atrium..
tts reminds me of my childhood memories.
i love cookie monster! so cute (:
went to esplanade to chill (:
i pass my gift to dear le.
wanna know i pass it to him instead of 3 dec?
one yr ago, mr ng jun guang..
confessed to me that he likes me (:
asking me whether can i be his gf...
but at that point of time i was scared.
i've nv accept him straight away.
since 3 dec i can't give it to him.
so i give my gift to him on 21 nov.
which was ytd (:
dear super happy can (:
hearts melt and give me a kiss (:
so sweet (: love u so much!
i began to accept the fact he's goin Ns on 3 dec.
sad was, i can't send him off ):
due to option day! haix.
i guess tt day i will broke down =(
i wish to see him tt day but i can't.
燕琳，你要加油。
不要放弃。
勇敢的过关。
Thursday, November 20, 2008
The news has arrived.
dear is goin to NS on 3 dec.
our 1 yr anniversary.
i dun expect tt to be so fast.
its really a sudden news.
feeling hurt, feeling down.
cried while talking on e phone wif jose.
i guess, dear also don wan me to be like tt.
but its really so sad can. Our 1 yr anniversary! =(
no matter wad, i'll stay strong.
its a big big challenge for me.
I won't give up easily!
You guys will give me moral support right?
skip accounting tutorial today.
i feel bad, but i really no mood attend.
will go for stats lecture later on.
im meeting dear tml.
i'm giving him my gift for him.
fast right? there's reason behind (:
stay tune for tml's post!
上天，给我一个很大的考验。
好不选，偏偏在我们一年在一起的时候。
我接受这个考验。
我会好好的努力。
dear, 不管发生了什么事，你会支持我哦？
你要对我有信心哦。。
Tuesday, November 18, 2008
I have video to show you guys.
hahaha, its so funny!
Love my clique!
Business Software Application (Access)
Macroeconomics
Principle Of Accounting
I passed my e quiz for stats (:
10 out of 15, not bad lah
cos i studied last min.
but i still dun really understand the median (ungroup data)
i haven finish doing e photo album for our coming 1 yr anniversary (:
after sch will go tm buy stuff for decoration.
hope dear will the love the gift tt i done for him.
shall not elaborate how i do it,
cos there's isn't a need to say out i suppose.
there's so many words to say to him for the bottom of my heart.
(: don ask me what i wanna say to him.
i wanna him know only. whahahahah (:
im nw in LTD 4 waiting for Marketing Lecture.
and im alone.
pretty quiet somehow..
as my clique went to buy food for breakfast.
i need to study my marco and practice my accounting soon!
its time to work hard le. (:
jiayou!!!
im typing this post long can!
i miss my dizi lesson wif yu liang :(
hope to resume my practice soon..
coming dec..
i guess, i gonna pay my lesson fees to him.
feel guilty for not paying although he don mind..
interview on thursday at moviebites.
i gonna work work work soon!
had to work lah... if not no $$$$$$
its long enough (:
ciaoz !
Monday, November 17, 2008
Yoz!
today's lunch was great great great.
thanks mum for cooking steamboat porridge (:
im glad tt dear and the rest enjoyed.
tks for coming.
hope u guys enjoy urself.
thanks dear and bestie for the durians!
so nice and delicious (:
muacks!
anyway, mum was enjoyed too.
cos the steamboat porridge was almost finished.
woooo!
dear and lao da eat alot wors!
hahahah!
and mum sings again.
she dunno tt dear and bestie are good at singing old songs!
hahahaha.
went to ehub at coffee bean to chill..
and walk around pasir ris park.
pics taken!!
Saturday, November 15, 2008
this morning, dunno why dad kept nagging.
hais, it's looks like as if im spending alot of money.
but the fact is i went out without spending.
sometimes bf is treat me. i dun even spend a single $.
yesh, i agree i always go out. but can't i just enjoy?
i said i will find a job. and goin interview soon.
Not satisfy ?? what more you wan?
anyway this hse was kinda cold.
hais. sometimes i suppose.
had some singing session.
reduce stress.
i mean i sang at home lah!
i dun even care wad he said just nw.
went shopping mum at tm.
bought a top for cousin's wedding next sat.
kfc again. i gonna gain weight again.
i wanna slim down.
guess, i have to exercise soon!
badminton anyone?
bought some stuffs for steamboat tml (:
cos im inviting dear, bestie, lao da and jose..
to come my hse for steamboat porridge.
dear is craving for it (:
so as promise (:
hopefully tml will be enjoyable (:
18 Nov - ICA 1 Theory For Statistic
21 Nov - Q & A question for Access Project
28 Nov - ICA 1 Macroeconomics
3 Dec - ICA 1 Principle Of Accounting
before tt had Business Software Application lsn.
ahhs, sianx, had to see tt teacher again.
finally, our project had pass up!!!!
had macroeconomics lecture.
i was so concentrate wif the lecture dunno y.
maybe becos i slept enough last night.
and took this pic wif jiahong.. cool right.
yesh, meet up wif bf and bestie.
we went to chinatown to sing.
and its not a bad ktv wor..
so many english song!
better den K box.
worth singing!!!
dear, we shall go there sing again!
its really not bad!!!!
i enjoy singing !!!!
he pay for me again...
so sweet!
dinner at kfc.. again..
after tt went to clark quay to chill..
nice scenery nice breeze.
love being wif you and bestie.
pics taken below.. (:
I LOVE U!
Thursday, November 13, 2008
ytd meet up wif bf!
he came to find me!
so sweet! tat he wait for me (:
muacks!
we went to causeway point.
Haha, just window shopping..
and its brighten my day (:
love you dear!
co practice was cancelled last min :(
kaox, waste our effort goin to college east.
in e end we ended dining at KFC at bedok.
hahaha, our yoyo dragon came.
miss his craps.
after dinner, we went to e hub.
chill at coffee bean..
had hot chocolate (:
quite nice.. but i still prefer Mocha ice blended!
dear send me to tampines..
and i gotta meet him tml wif bestie!
hope tml will be fun (:
ciaoz!
Tuesday, November 11, 2008
Projects
Theory For Statistic
tml's effective writing ICA 1
good luck to my classmates BM 0806!
jiayou!
tml's haf co practice at college east.
meeting dear tml (:
yeah!
Monday, November 10, 2008
thanks to the recession.
its getting bad day by day.
i need a job badly.
hopefully this sat de interview can let me work.
dun wan ask $ frm mum.
mum had stop taking care of joy joy le
due to some stupid reasons from joy joy's mum.
fuck lah, we treat ur daughter so good and
we even teach her good manners.
and this is wad we've got.
hais. sad..
真是好心没好报！
access project draft was mailed to tt teacher.
guess wad, we have lots of comments.
therefore, we had to do some edit again.
ahhs, when can we get her satisfaction???
wed, we are having our ICA for effective writing.
hopefully i can do well for that. GEEZ!
good luck to my classmates.
tml's another busy day for me.
project for access and study for effective writing.
wed, im meeting bf again (:
Sunday, November 09, 2008
Just wake up frm nap.
reach home 9 plus this morning.
By the way, i enjoyed my day yesterday
and this morning wif dear (:
ytd went to meet up wif secondary sch peeps.
and they are feng yuan, kengyow and lihyip.
hahaha! its been a long time since i meet them..
well, that exception of keng yow..
cos we live quite near (:
we walk 4 places.
oo gosh, legs are killing me.
we went to marina sqaure, suntec city, funan IT mall and raffles city
but i really had fun chatting wif them.
caught the movie "tropic thunder"
its kinda of lame movie..
sort of comedy show..
but its SOOOOOOOOOO funny!
i LOVE BEN STILLER !!!
he's so good in acting and directing!!!!
after movie, i nv went home, straight went to meet joseline, laoda and dear.
hahaha, dear was early.
caught another movie.. "the coffin"
the show.. ok lah.. so so only..
its not scary lor!
nearly sleep during the movie.
after movie, we went to K-box!
requested by dear again..
hahahahha!
i really enjoyed wors..
cos we sing sing sing..
tks dear for the treat again.
love you deep deep deep!!!!!
finish singing at 4a.m..
went MS mac to slack..
dating at esplanade...
although its raining..
but who cares, as long im wif my love (:
i love walking in the rain with you.
i enjoyed every single moment when we are tgt
i love your smile,
i love your sincere,
i just love everything about you.
i'll nv forget the day (:
dear, i really love you to the max (:
bf had done his cards (:
by looking his hair, so de nerd. but cute (:
Saturday, November 08, 2008
Conclusion....
will have to find work.
it's not i lazy to find job.
i've been searching for fri and sat job.
im not lazy.
its like in sch, i have 3 projects to complete.
seriously i really don have time.
since everyone in my family wants me to work.
i'll hunt for job den.
anyway, just kena nag by family, mum and dad.
saying i kept goin out.
fine den, shall not argued. cos no matter wad stil lose.
ya, its all my fault tt cause me lazy. fine.
heart hurts.
what the point of studying so hard?
you guys don understand me..
nv will understand i feel.
Thursday, November 06, 2008
Hello!
im back.. was busying doing my projects.
and i really hate access database!
hates it to the max!!!!
next week gonna be my ICA 1 for effective writing!!!
ytd meet up wif bf.
well, he was late for 3 hrs 30 mins!
we were suppose to meet at 1p.m..
so i called him he nv pick..
i guess he was sleeping..
so i decide to went back to tampines..
reaching tampines he called..
he said he wasn't feeling well last night.
so he take medicine and slept till 2 plus.
poor boy, i told its ok and ask him to rest well at home.
but he insists on meeting me!
so sweet!
tts y he came to meet around 4 plus.
i nv blame him anyway..
i miss bf to the max.. finally meet him!
he said he wanna go sing k.
so we went to marina square to sing!
i did enjoyed! really really enjoyed!
love you dear!!!
thanks for treat! muacks!
dinner at kfc wif jess.
had some chit chat session at esplanade..
looks like im not the one who is gossiping..
its dear who loves to gossiping!
Pics taken (:
Monday, November 03, 2008
ooo, stats project draft was done.
Once the lecturer approve le, den we can start our project le.
Marketing report was half done, left wif 2 question to go.
ahhhs!
and access database, half done..
seriously i dunno how to do..
fark access and lecturer.. hate it!!
well, im handling my assignments well.
next week gonna be my first ICA for effective writing.
I hope its easy.. good for me and my classmates!
Our 11th month
wif my dear jun guang!
i just love the way you are.
爱你是没有理由的。
Sunday, November 02, 2008
Here i present my pics (:
the artist draws me =)
wow, he seems to admire my pics.. *envy*
woow, im famous.. got my poster wors!
hahahaa, im the united states of america...
i'm the president... they respect me alot...
NOW, I PRESENT MY MUM IN THE 1960s
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thats me, in the 1950s... so ah ma..
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1960s
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1970s
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1980s
went to visit 4th aunt and her husband.
sad to hear tt her husband haf 2 to 5 yrs left to live.
its really sad can. hope there's miracle.
receive an invitation frm 2nd uncle. (:
his son is getting married on the 22 nov.
oo, thats pretty fast.
its this month.
i need to get myself dress up!
for their wedding!
yes, our 11 month is just tml!
SOON, it would be our 1 yr anniversary in 1 mth time.
time passes so fast fast fast..
i love you dear!
i cherish every moments wif you alot.
no matter wad happened, if u turn back i'll be there.
thats for sure (:
sch's tml. and projects need to be completed.
sianx sianx sianx
Projects:
Access Database
Statistic
Principle of Marketing
Saturday, November 01, 2008
i officially hates ms access database.
although i've done it before.
i just hate lab lesson and thats includes the lecturer too.
later meeting jerome for study.
i don care abt meeting him or msg him.
let him do the msg and meeting me instead of me.
wannna make myself busy inorder not to msg him.
i'll stay strong no matter wad.
many thanks to lao da for chatting and advise.
yupps, i may be strong in that ba.
but as wad u told me, i won't give up easily (:
my dear jose and bestie... tks for being there (:
不管发生了什么事，你都会在我身边吗？
*ME*
School: Nanyang Polytechnic (NYP)
Birthday: 4 July 88
Hometown: Tampines
*Loves*
My Family
Celeste's family
Coolster Buddies
ITE Clique
Sec Sch Clique
Chinese Orchestra Clique
Dizi Yu Liang lao shi
Mr Cho
ITE lecturer and lectureress
Nice ppl frm swissotel
Chinese Orchestra
Sports
Dizi
Piano
My precious MP3
My Handphone
*Wishlist*
Travel round the world
jiangnan, shanghai
taiwan
korea
japan
australia
Slim down
GPA 3
stable job
*Friends*
*~Sec Sch frens*~
Adeline
Gloria
Grace
KengYow
Lih Yap
*~Netball frens*~
Soh Hwee
Tina
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Alyssa
Ariel
Connie
Gloria
Janath
Jiayin
Wei Jie
YiMei
Zheng Xin
*~华乐*~
Evelyn
ITECO blog
Jessica
Kason
Li Fang
Li Ling
Pei Shan
Sin Kai
Sin Yee
Xin Ni
Yu Hui
*~ITE frens*~
Benjamin
GangYuan
Germaine
Jerome
Melissa
Sharon
Shiyun
Shu Fang
Su Yu
Sze Yee
Xian Hui
Xin Yi
Xue Qi
Wei Hao
Yan Ting
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Alvina
Joseline
Mei Mei
Tong Ying
*~RCCC*~
Crystal
Jin Hong
Karen
Qian Hui
Stephanie
Wen Yi
Xue Ni
Xue Shi
Yan Ling
*~family*~
Willie
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~*|ingling*~
~*Preham*~
~*Vanessa*~
~*Carol*~
~*SuYu*~
~*ShiYun*~
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